May 12, 2025 (Monday) — Journal Entry (Part 1)

Cirrus Building Early morning 12am-5am est - “we moved on to the next person”, (paraphrasing) “I feel validated after euthanizing someone” **Male, mildly excited telepathic* suggestions included euthanization administered with a syringe to a homeless person in a parking lot.

11:11am - “his name was Jacob. You should add that to your journal” **Female, calm*

11:17am “that wasn't his name. His name was Jackson. You should add that to your journal” **Female, concerned*

Tuesday morning 05/06/25 2:00am - 5:04am Cirrus building - worst high pitched sound attack on record I woke to the sound of telepathic communication and what has become a historical sense of my life being in danger i.e. someone poisoning me through the HVAC or breaching the apartment. I put my hoodie on and began to listen to the telepathic conversation. I don't want to engage in conversation when inside the apartment bur I did, for a very brief period of time, to help calm an angry female communicator. My assumption is she was frustrated that I have continued to greet her violent attempts with calm supportive suggestions and she punished me, citing (paraphrasing) “I hate you for destroying my operation” **Female, frustrated*

- Female voice having an anger meltdown because I greeted her historically abusive behavior with my historically calm, supportive and reluctant communication

- Presence of an autonomous and artificial notification “don't do that. Don't do that. Don't do that… repeating in the background while I attempted to address the angry female communicator

- I experienced a high pitched frequency or sound inside of my head, after communicating with her, that is accentuated when I hold my ears shut with my finger tips. Is this only happening to me or are others being punished as well. This was the most unsettling and loudest version of this punishing sound to date.

- An failed mind control initiative was discussed by a group ( 2-3 predatory assignment members?). They asked themselves, why would they be disappointed by citing that influence won through a healthy relationship and the value of similar already adopted concepts i.e. NPS scores was a good recommendation, based on the outcomes of their initiative. (paraphrasing) “Wouldn't suggesting the value of an NPS scores be good for us?” **Male, calm, inquisitive*

- The abusers implied the historical suggestion of me being in some kind of intelligence community training and that I had made it through an exercise (the worst sound attack).

- From outside, possibly a vehicle the components of my abusive experience were discussed (paraphrasing) “hes experiencing the experimentation while being attacked by someone else. Why didn't we consider this before we started? **Female, calm *Possibly outside the Cirrus building*

My feelings during this experience:

- Its not my job to defend myself in this situation. If this is proof of a “mind control” system using computers and artificial intelligence then wouldn't access to the system be the best way to make c to alleviate the threat myself and possibly others are experiencing? Would attempting to engage in conversation to locate these predators be a waste of time potentially?

- I'm experiencing horrible feelings of abandonment and a subtle anger from my country leaving me to die possibly

- As I'm writing this they are complimenting in the edits to the journal, which only make me feel more abandoned. Am I listening to their internal thoughts, or are they addressing me directly?

- The entire telepathic experience felt audible like it was broadcasted throughout the street system and off into the distance.

*After the punishing sound the internal conversation of the people observing me continued on…*

4:25am “I can't do anything to erase this person's memory people” **Male*

4:27am “Omg, look at this writing people. Look at this writing people! **Female?, excited*

4:28am “He's actually listening to us **Female*, followed immediately by “This is over people” **Male* and immediately by “Sean, please stop writing” **Asian accent *All received telepathically *Possibly in vehicles outside the Cirrus building*

4:30am “These are Monsanto's people” **Male, calm *Possibly from a system location not outside the building or upstairs. It felt over my right shoulder as I laid in bed*

*Period of silence*

4:48am “This is horrible treatment of someone” **Male accent*

4:49am “This is the FBI doing this to you Sean” **Male, slightly frustrated*

5:02am “Let that be the end of this, Sean” **Male*

5:03am “That's word for word, people. **Male #1* immediately by “That's hard to believe, people” **Male #2* seconds later “Uh oh” **Female?*

5:04am “Who the fuck is this person?!” **Female surp*rised

5:05am “Ok! Ok Sean! I give up!” **Female*

Questions

Does this phenomena of sound suggest someone attempting to hold these predators accountable technologically or is it an unexpected outcome from satellite communication with the civilian population i.e. piezoelectric sensors, emitters and or the stadium next door reacting to the conversation?

Was there actual support presence there attempting to protect me or was this another example of a “good cop, bad cop” narrative being used to confuse and victimize me?