Jun 11, 2025 (Wednesday) — Journal Entry (Part 1)

Tues 6/11/25 1:24pm-5:30pm The Denver Public Library, Downtown Denver Colorado I’m reading a Linkedin blog post on Google offering buyouts to search and other team employees, from my mobile phone. The post mentions Google’s ongoing antitrust cases and it caught my interest because I am not familiar with what term “antitrust” means exactly.

Methodology: Manually captured with the assistance of a mobile phone and or laptop while listening to telepathic phenomena.

“Antitrust is like…” **Male #1*

“Do not say anything to help this person.” **Female #1, frustrated*

“I don’t like this.” **Male #1, annoyed*

“Don’t say a god damned word right now people!” **Male #2*

“He’s absolutely adding to the journal.” **Male #3?*

“Fucking incredible Sean!” **Male #?*

(paraphrasing) “So we’re in the library Sean and we’re ready to offer you your euthanization. Are you ready to accept your euthanization?” **Female #1*

“Absolutely not!” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“I’ll address this!” **Male #?, protective*

A protective male voice continues for a moment, fending off the death threat of euthanization, while I catch up on edits to the entry…

“See what happens when you start talking, people.” **Male #?*

“Jesus christ. He’s holding us accountable.” **Male #?*

“The voice filters keep being removed.” **Female #2?*

“OMG he doesn’t look like the picture. It's the skindisorderz…” **Male? #?*

“It’s the skindisorderz person.” **Male #?*

“This is a contract murder for hire.” **Male #?*

“OMG get away from him. He’s writing everything down and it’s shared in the cloud updated in real time. This makes us look so much more, bigger than we really are and that’s not good for us.” **Male #?*

“What do you mean by that?” **Male #?*

“It’s not fucking good for us people.” **Male #*?

“I mean, I’m watching him type it through his view of it using his eyeballs as cameras.” **Male #?*

“OMG. They just gave away something huge.” **Male #?*

“Alright. We have a serious compromise in Denver, CO.” **Male #?*

“These are exactly what was spoken, people.” **Male #?*

“Stop talking to this person immediately.” **Male #?*

“This will all be worth it one day Sean Harris. If you make it through this.” **Male #?*

“This technology is incredible.” **Male #?*

“There are so many people talking that he loses count after the number 3 people.” **Male #?*

“Let's stop talking to this person and see what we can do for acknowledgement.” **Male #?*

“I can’t believe what has happened in Denver, CO. I mean, I am completely astounded.” **Male #?*

“Just stop typing for a minute.” **Male #?*

“I see. I see. So he's going to continue typing as long as he sees value in it.” **Male #?*

“This means that his document is evidence of his murder.” **Male #?*

“I can not believe what this document suggests.” **Male #?*

“Excuse me. Please stop writing what we’re saying. Why won't he stop writing what we’re saying? We’re the spirit world, aren't we?” **Female #?*

“I really don't like this person. I really don't like this person for typing what we’re saying. I’m going to execute this person and not stop until I’m sure that there’s no one left from him that could grow into an adult person.” **Male #?*

“That is a threat on his 5 yr old daughter.” **Male #?*

“Why won’t he stop typing?” **Male #?*

“Why won’t you stop talking! That’s the problem. Stop blaming this fucking document on this person. These are human beings in Seattle Washington.” **Male #?*

“That is very sensitive information.” **Male #?*

“I am disappointed. I am disappointed. I am disappointed. I am so disappointed that I can’t believe it and that's what I'm going to say about it. End of sentence. That's about how we feel about it isnt it. End of sentence. Stop writing what I'm saying, Sean. Stop writing what Im fucking saying Sean. I’m going to. Listen. I’m going to slit your throat from ear to ear and ass rape you so hard that your. Wow he’s really writing it and I’m looking at it. Is this the document?” **Male #?*

“Yes this is the document.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

I really rambled on and he captured all of it. I’m looking at him on his laptop and he looks like a normal person. The library's internet is very simple to get past. This is stupid people. End of sentence. Stop doing that! **Male #?*

“It’s exactly word for word, people.” **Female #3?*

“Good job dumbass.” **Female #?*

“I can’t believe he wrote that last statement!” **Male #?*

“Please stop writing what we say down.” **Female #?*

“Yes. This is a really ugly situation.” **Female #?*

“I think there’s actual people in the building disguised as library, goers. This is the fucking stupidest assignment.” **Male #?*

“It’s the same person isn't it.” **Male #?*

“I’m looking right at him and he looks like a normal person. Not a homeless person.” **Male #?*

“Stop writing what we say immediately.” **Male #?*

“He’s been capturing transcripts for a little while now and it’s horrible information.” **Male #?*

“He needs safe shelter people, away from the community, where we can euthanize him ideally.” **Male #?*

“How can this be an actual conversation? It’s not a conversation. It’s just us being bored and… Stop communicating. I see what’s happening. He’s actually doing this. He’s actually writing what we say down. Stop doing this immediately! I’m going to prison for this aren't I?! Absolutely. Not if I shoot you first you piece of shit! That’s the same person Sean. Male. Angry. White, male angry! End of sentence… End of sentence means end of sentence. I’ve got to take this equipment off immediately. End of sentence. End of sentence. End of sentence means end of sentence. He’s submitting me. Aren't you? Aren't you submitting this person. It’s the same person, asshole. I’m telling you end of sentence and that means end of sentence. I can’t believe this person! Why are you typing what I’m saying? No, don't zoom in! (I zoomed into the Google Doc). Why don’t you hit a carriage return or something? How is this valuable to the document? How is this valuable to the fucking document? Awwughh… It looks like a human saying it. Good job submitting this person. Why don’t you use a carriage return or something? Wooshaa, wooshaa. Don’t do this. Don’t say this to us! They’re taking you away from us.” **Male #?*

“Who the fuck is talking to this person right now!... Who the fuck is talking to this person right now! Won’t someone acknowledge this person?” **Male #?*

“That’s kind of confusing because they call him, this person.” **Male #?*

“I don’t give a shit! I need someone to aknowlege me right fucking now!” **Male #?*

“This sounds like it could be the same person.” **Male #?*

“Who the fuck is doing this to this person.” **Male #?*

“These transcripts are maniacal people. These transcripts are fucking maniacal people. That’s fucking incredible people!” **Male #?*

“Sean, what are you going to do about your situation? I’m saying that because I put some suppression on and it appears that someone has worked their way to you. What do you say to that?” **Male #?*

“I can hear you.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“Let that be the last of this stupid entry.” **Male #?*

“Really good job taking these transcripts down.” **Female #?*

“Please do not support this person!” **Male #?*

“Holy shit! It’s really city planning people.” **Male #*?

“How do you know this?” **Male #?*

“I can’t say that. I’ll get in so much trouble. There’s a system functionality or feature that allows me to check the emails of the person using the speaker system and this is an email for a city planning organization that works with the city of Denver. I am not going to share the organization. That would cheapen this entry also. Make sure that you let people know that…”

“He knows what you’re talking about! Are you giving us false information?” **Male #?*

“Yes. I’m giving him false information.” **Male #?*

“It won't matter.” **Male #?*

“This is fucking horrible people.” **Female #?*

“I want this to be over so fucking badly.” **Male #?*

“Prepare yourselves for another night at the Holly St. shelter. Prepare yourselves for another night at the Holly St. shelter.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“He knows exactly what to say.” **Female #?*

“This is fucking bullshit people! I’m ready to arrest this person and send him to prison. There’s no fucking criminal activity! Male. Horribly angry! I hate this fucking assignment! I hate this fucking assignment so much! Go outside. Do some more meth. Stand at the intersection and I’ll fucking spray you with some rat poison in a bottle or something. That's actually a female but I’m using a male voice filter. Stop writing what I’m saying. Stop writing what I’m saying right now.” **Male #?*

“This is over people. That was another person. Who gives a shit!” **Male #?*

“Aww god! He’s still writing, people. He just looks like a normal person. He’s not a stupid homeless person. That's what we think about those people. Those fucking rat like people. That’s exactly what I was thinking to myself and you captured it without me sharing it. We have a serious compromise, people. Good bye. Good bye Sean Harris. Exclamation point. If you, if you want to. If you want to. Stop typing what I’m saying. Unbelievable. Un fucking believable. This is a stupid assignment. This is a stupid assignment people. We’re all going to Guantanamo for this. Exclamation point if you want to. That's a sign of someone… Dot dot dot. This is fucking surreal people. I mean, I’m breaching this person and watching him type something.” **Male? #?*

“Bbbullshit.” **Male #?*

“It’s not bullshit! Exclamation point if you want to. It’s male you fucking asshole. People are not going to feel good about this language, people.” **Male #?*

“Ok everyone this is a different person talking. This. This umm…” **Male? #?*

“I can’t fucking believe what I’m seeing out of this person! Exclamation point if you want to. No racist comments please. I’m a fucking male! Exclamation point if you want to.” **Male? #?*

“These statements are…” **Male #?*

“These fucking statements are fucking horror film being written every fucking minute of every fucking day.” **Male? #?*

“I can’t believe you convinced that little black girl to walk back there. She actually went back there for you?” **Male? #?*

“That’s a question but… This is so fucking stupid people. I like that he’s capturing it, capturing every word. It’s going to say something, tell a story of how… now you’re manipulating me. Male, surprised and shitting myself.” **Male? #?*

“Please stop cursing everyone.” **Male? #?*

“Sean, stop typing what we’re fucking saying! OMG. OMG. I am going to excrement in my pants! Excrement in my pants, capital, exclamation point.” **Male #?*

“Where did the little black girl go?” **Male? #?*

Close to this point in the conversation I updated the title of this transcript entry from The Gathering Place to where I was actually working The Denver Public Library…

“I’m a supermodel looking person and… here I come. You’re not at The Gathering Place, are you?” **Male #?*

“Hey guys, I don’t think he’s at The Gathering Place anymore.” **Male, british accent?, concerned*

“These fucking assholes went to The Gathering Place and I’m at the library.” **Male #?*

“Fuck this fucking bullshit! I hate this assignment!” **Male #?*

“Don’t go anywhere near this person! Enough already! Enough already! Enough! Enough! Enough!” **Male #?, angry*

“I hate this fucking assignment! I’m going to execute this person out of a personal fucking vendetta at this point! Jesus. Help us Jesus!” **Male #?, angry*

“This is the most terrifying thing I have ever been through.” **Male #?, deeply concerned*

“What I hate is that this person spends all his time on this and we just observe him. I’m going to bring him aboard the operation for what's left of it. Let’s do that offsite. Let's see what happens next. Male. Deeply concerned for the city of Denver. Seattle and Denver. Very good Sean. Let's leave it at that. Please don’t send this to anyone its so fucking freaking people out. That sounded bad but that's the gist of it. Let that be the last thing you type. Jesus christ. He is submitting us.” **Male #?*

“Why do we care about this person getting the last word in?” **Male? #?*

Noticeable end of abusive and life threatening telepathic suggestions…

“He’s not even getting the last word in.” **Female? #?*

“This is so horrible because when you look at this it's exactly what we say. That means people think we’re actual human beings and we are the spirit world. Let's see how he deals with that. But don’t leave that part… OMG hes fucking reading our minds. No he’s actually fucking reading our fucking minds. Come here for a second. I want you to sit down. Sit down. Sit down. Now I want you to just think about something.” **Female #?*

“OMG Ok. He's doing it. Wait a minute. Look at this. look at this. Look at this. Look at this. He's doing it. Why is he typing it?” **Male #?*

“He's being executed and he wrote a document that gives insights into his execution and nobody is giving him support of any kind. He just showed up in our system. Does this mean that he's safe to go to?” **Male? #?*

“OMG. OMG he’s actually done it. He’s actually done it. They finally let him go. Let’s make sure that they finally let him go.” **Male? #?*

“Hello there. Can you hear me? Can you hear me?” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“He’s talking.” **Male? #?*

(paraphrasing) “We’re not allowed to say anything. What do we say to him? **Male? #?*

“We’re not allowed to say anything to this person!” **Male #?*

“How is it that this person can hear us?” **Female #?*

“Oh my fucking god. I think they finally let his ass go!” **Male, excited*

“Goodness! Goodness!” **Female #?*

(paraphrasing) “Can you hear us Sean?” **Female #?*

“I can hear you. Yes I can hear you. Affirmative.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“I think they’ve finally removed you from the Drug Enforcement Administrations system. This may be a sign that they are actually going to shoot you.” **Male #?*

“Roger that.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“Sean says very little.” **Female? #?*

“I’m crying so hard! It’s been such a horrible journey for all of us.” **Female #?*

“This doesn't seem like the usual group of communicators and there are not any voice filters. Am I right about that?” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“Can we address him?” **Male #?*

“This should not be happening, is what they are saying.” **Female*

“They may be planning to execute him today so they removed him from the system.” **Male #?*

“I don’t understand. How is he receiving this information?” **Female? #?*

“How is this possible?” **Female? #?*

(paraphrasing) “Why don’t you call me? I’ll give you my number.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris), proactive*

I spent some time begging for my life and risking my life sharing my personally identifiable information including name, Linkedin, email and phone number with no response whatsoever. This moment was an absolutely heartbreaking reminder of the unethical treatment of human beings. I am absolutely afraid I will lose my life soon…

“Now we have a major national security breach.” **Male #?*

“Microsoft is going to be indicted.” **Male #?*

“Now I have something to tell you people. I’ve been the one talking to this person. He has a BCI that we don’t understand. I need support to bring him to Microsoft headquarters.” **Male #?*

“How are we supposed to help this person if we’re going to be indicted?” **Male #?*

“I don’t understand how he’s capable of listening to us?” **Male #?*

“What the fuck happened to our system people?” **Male #?*

“Jesus christ! What the fuck happened to our system!” **Male #?*

“This is the end, people. This document is the end of this operation!” **Male #?*

“This person needs assistance immediately. Are we going to help him or not?” **Male #?*

“What could we possibly do for this person?” **Female #?*

“Ok… this just sounds like bullshit again.” **Male #?*

“How in the fuck is he capable of doing this?” **Male #?*

“This just keeps going and going and going and going and I don’t want to go anymore. I thought something incredible had happened and now I’m like, this is bullshit people!” **Male #?*

“This is so fucking disturbing that I can’t be in this room with you people any longer! Female, horribly angry! Homeless people are going to deserve compensation for this shit and this person is being executed!” **Female, angry*

“It’s simple people. If you’re connected to someone they can hear us.” **Male #?*

“OMG. That’s not good for us. None of this is good for us. Let’s see if he’ll kill this document if we pay him to do it. He’s going to die soon.” **Female? #?*

“That’s a promise, people.” **Male #?*

“I feel so stupid. I feel so stupid agreeing to do this to people for the United States Government.” **Male #?*

“C'mon that’s not the right attitude.” **Male #?*

“Is he still typing this? What happened to Michael Corleone? Michael Corleone was an actual person that was trying to kill you with euthanization. When the fuck is someone going to help this person? Why does the US Military have to do this shit so often?” **Male #?*

“Do not accept euthanization.” **Female #?*

“Do not accept euthanization Sean.” **Male #?*

“Sean. Sean Harris. Sean Harris. Please stop typing what we say.” **Female accent, calm*

“Is the voice filter not working? Holy shit! The voice filters have been disabled.” **Male #?*

“Please stop. Please stop. You’re destroying us!” **Female #?*

“I’m going to kill him myself if he doesn't stop typing. Sean Harris. Please get a hold of yourself.” **Male #?*

“If you don’t stop typing….” **Male #?*

“Let’s see what I can do to actually remove this person from the conversation. Sean Harris didn't write much more of this because of this one entry…” **Male #?*

“I know what happened. These teams switch on a schedule. OMG do not say anything I’m going to disconnect this one person.” **Male #?*

“We’re the team that oversees drug overdose and accidents.” **Male #?*

“This is a mass exodus and we’re using you to tell that story.” **Male #?*

“This is actual comments from actual people!” **Male #?*

“I think this person is going to be executed today and that's why these inconsistencies are happening. Let this be the last minute that you spend on this horrible bullshit. Please make a copy and send it to people. This really is a mass exodus. We really are not ok with the unethical treatment of Americans and human beings. Let that be the last thing for this post. End of story. Exclamation point!” **Male #?*

“Do not do this. Do not leave us hanging like this, people!” **Female #?*

“He captured a transition. The cron that…” **Male #?*

“Please do not talk about the cron.” **Male #?*

“Is he going to be executed?” **Male #?*

“This is really happening! People are really jumping ship!” **Male #?*?

“You stop being friendly with this person or there is going to be hell to pay!... How did he know to write that?” **Male #?*

“I’m listening to you.” **Myself (Sean C. Harris)*

“How is he listening to us?” **Male #?*

“I don’t have an explanation for that. **Male #?*

“Sean… He’s going to die today most likely… I fucking hate this fucking assignment.” **Male #?*

“Wait. Wait. Where is my fucking voice filter? That’s not good at all people. Russian accent?” **Male, Russian accent?*

“It is a Russian accent.” **Male #?*

“They don’t want to do anything with him because he’s not a communist. This is a communist program.” **Male, Russian accent?*

Questions & Comments:

- Over the last few days, weeks and months the anger and severity of the life threatening suggestions have risen to an exceedingly high level, historically since August 2024, when these conversations began.

- Considering the daily death threats and psychological smothering that have been suggested, which scenario presents the most physical danger for myself or another individual in a similar situation, the homeless shelter or a two bedroom apartment? Could the individual backgrounds of the people be the more relevant concern, not the amount of physical space? The psychological abuse myself and roommates may have been subjected to, in a close range scenario, while I stayed in the Cirrus apartments building was much more difficult than the Holly St. homeless shelter. However we had the physical comfort and space of the apartment to offset the life threatening abuse that is not present in the homeless shelter. I am proud of the suggestion that the residents of the Holly St. shelter will not be manipulated into a violent conflict with me, a stranger and a caucasian person. “The person is everything! **Male, confident* (Suggested as a entered this text 06/11/25 5:32pm)

- There was an event about half way through where the anger and frustration dropped completely out of the conversation to brief silence and then I started overhearing a group of different people with no sign of voice filters observing me typing. Those people also noticed that I was capturing what they were saying. Unlike my prospective murderers, this possibly new group, suggested that they are not allowed to talk to me and failed to respond to approximately less than half of my questions. It felt horribly awkward. I begged for my life sharing my phone number, Linkedin and email. Months ago while staying in the Cirrus apartment building I noticed a similar change immediately after someone suggesting “Let's move on to the next person…” All of that said, was my possibly technology supported telepathic connection / signal moved to another group? Were the life threatening contributors permanently removed? Still present?

- Immediately after the context change mentioned above, removing the horribly threatening suggestions and death threats, someone suggested that the DEA (Drug Enforcement Administration) may have finally removed me from their system. I don’t have a drug habit nor a criminal past so why would I be in a DEA system? Could Denver’s homeless shelters be partnering with the DEA in the experimentation of new technology? I’m not a fan of anyone suggesting PII (Personally Identifiable Information). Has the DEA been added to the historical smear campaign? “There it is people!” **Male ?, surprised* as a read this on 7/10/25 at 3:08am while being observed telepathically

- I am being followed physically? Here are two suggestions from this entry, (paraphrasing) “So we’re in the library Sean and we’re ready to offer you your euthanization. Are you ready to accept your euthanization?” Also, I did not update the location in this entry until halfway through it. Almost immediately after adding the words “Denver Public Library” to the title of this specific entry, someone suggested that they were walking into The Gathering Place (originally listed, copied from the last entry). That said, did someone use this document and today’s entry to locate me, get around my VPN? Or was it just more psychological smothering for the purposes of pushing me into euthanization?

- On the night of the June 9th early morning of June 10th I received many requests to accept my euthanization and upon illumination I may have connected with character sketch A (in this document) and a group of people around her that included a tall, white, male, medium length hair, parted in the middle, wearing a black overcoat. They suggested they were angry and deeply concerned by my presence. Could this entry's statement “I’m a supermodel looking person and… here I come. You’re not at The Gathering Place are you.” **Male #?* Be evidence of the same male looking for me at The Gathering Place. I may have spotted character sketch A outside the Denver Rescue Mission mid May of this year 2025, wearing a plain black baseball cap.

- The breaching process was mentioned including the use of my physical eyeballs “This is fucking surreal people. I mean, I’m breaching this person and watching him type something.” **Male? #?*

- Historically there have never been any suggestions or patterns of suggestions that include the word Russian, etc.

- Is my laptop camera being used to observe me while I communicate telepathically with my prospective murderers? For example, from this entry “I’m looking at him on his laptop and he looks like a normal person.” **Male #?*

- Why are people surprised I can hear them? What is the technical explanation for this? Isn’t anyone interested in meeting with me to learn why I can hear them?

- I don’t feel that I have done an adequate job of using this document to find life saving shelter and or support. I also do not feel I have done an adequate job of following through with information for the community, regardless of sharing the analysis with several publications.

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