Jul 13, 2025 — Recording 6 (16:48) (Part 1)
Jul 13, 2025 — Recording 6 (16:48)
Audio: 20250713-164835-02.mp3
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"believe, right?" [ 0m1.12s ]
"The only reason that I that I think I'm still alive is because I denied these folks for so long." [ 0m10.362s ]
"I I think this loses its its effect after a certain period of time." [ 0m15.682s ]
"And it's nothing you could pencil in consistency consistently." [ 0m21.902s ]
"It's an event in someone's mind or their hearts and minds where they say" [ 0m27.132s ]
"these people are fundamentally just trying to execute me." [ 0m32.612s ]
"And so regardless of what they suggest, I am not safe." [ 0m37.402s ]
"And so the minute I came to that conclusion, I" [ 0m41.562s ]
"I was able to protect myself." [ 0m44.752s ]
"But had you come at me" [ 0m47.782s ]
"with the false suggestion" [ 0m51.102s ]
"of intimacy," [ 0m53.382s ]
"or the love of family, the love and support of a family" [ 0m57.172s ]
"a year ago," [ 0m58.982s ]
"I would have perished." [ 1m1.32s ]
"returning to commenting." [ 1m5.422s ]
"returning to repeating comments." [ 1m7.872s ]
"Why is that?" [ 1m9.222s ]
"Because my infection was at its peak." [ 1m14.362s ]
"And I was in a wheelchair or a walker" [ 1m18.522s ]
"or a cane, it was at the most physically painful" [ 1m22.422s ]
"and I had stolen a helium tank from Walmart to kill myself after researching what the latest method of suicide was." [ 1m32.962s ]
"I took the helium tank. It was a horrible day." [ 1m38.932s ]
"There's probably evidence of this in the system." [ 1m43.162s ]
"So that day it was I got the tank," [ 1m47.22s ]
"I carried it around with me. I went to Home Depot to create a death mask. So" [ 1m53.32s ]
"here's a story for everyone because I don't think anyone really wants to look at" [ 1m58.462s ]
"assisting me." [ 2m0.732s ]
"So helium, if you look up and I'm not going to kill myself with helium," [ 2m6.702s ]
"but if I was going to kill myself, helium" [ 2m10.742s ]
"isn't a bad idea." [ 2m12.982s ]
"So helium in general, the idea is is you start breathing helium and your lungs can't tell the difference between" [ 2m21.842s ]
"oxygen and helium." [ 2m23.822s ]
"And so within five minutes, you pass out." [ 2m27.872s ]
"And" [ 2m29.802s ]
"And then after that, you die." [ 2m34.782s ]
"I think there's some ratio. It's like for a certain amount of time, and it's not long, you start breathing helium," [ 2m41.132s ]
"you fixiate yourself" [ 2m43.192s ]
"in five minutes, and then you die immediately." [ 2m46.542s ]
"You basically, you know, once you put the mask on, you're gone." [ 2m51.842s ]
"You're going to pass out," [ 2m53.472s ]
"You put the mask on," [ 2m55.852s ]
"you start breathing, you pass out and then you die within five minutes." [ 3m0.762s ]
"It's one minute of putting the mask on," [ 3m3.112s ]
"and then in five minutes, you're dead." [ 3m5.842s ]
"That's what it is." [ 3m7.722s ]
"And so I researched this, right? And there are" [ 3m13.232s ]
"and that there's an actual segment of people in the world, recently, that kill themselves with helium." [ 3m19.782s ]
"And so, uh," [ 3m21.732s ]
"I went to Walmart, I made a big deal of it." [ 3m24.182s ]
"I stole the helium tank." [ 3m26.132s ]
"It's over a year ago now." [ 3m28.922s ]
"I was completely heartbroken at my ex-wife and her family's inability to communicate." [ 3m35.942s ]
"My own family's inability to communicate," [ 3m39.222s ]
"my infection, I felt contagious" [ 3m42.842s ]
"at the time and I could not get health care" [ 3m47.202s ]
"from a doctor. I've been denied at UC Health begging for my life in person at the office," [ 3m53.862s ]
"at the infectious disease team office begging for my life with my skin disorders" [ 4m1.122s ]
"videos on my phone." [ 4m2.632s ]
"Politely asking someone to look at the videos, politely asking someone to just come out and talk to me because it's been three years and I can't get help." [ 4m14.932s ]
"And so I gave up." [ 4m15.862s ]
"And I decided that" [ 4m18.232s ]
"the best thing for myself and others, very painful realization" [ 4m22.842s ]
"before the tormenting," [ 4m25.12s ]
"I came to the deduction, the calculation, right? through the calculation that the best thing for the people around me" [ 4m35.532s ]
"is that I die." [ 4m37.762s ]
"Because I don't know if I'm contagious, but how could I not be?" [ 4m42.612s ]
"No one will see me, no infectious disease team will see me." [ 4m47.222s ]
"And uh," [ 4m48.862s ]
"and I'm in too much pain, and I can't get back to work." [ 4m52.922s ]
"So many false starts, right?" [ 4m55.772s ]
"I was still using Fenton all and meth at the time because" [ 4m59.882s ]
"that was the only thing that removed the pain." [ 5m2.912s ]
"I had a nine pain scale in my ankles" [ 5m5.562s ]
"and and my leg." [ 5m7.912s ]
"And um," [ 5m8.882s ]
"it was horrible." [ 5m11.352s ]
"It was the most horrible. It was like right out of the book of Job." [ 5m15.932s ]
"And so I stole the helium tank and I walked around with it. I went to Home Depot" [ 5m22.422s ]
"and I uh" [ 5m23.952s ]
"I tried to steal. I took a painter's mask and and some hose, and I got caught trying to leave with the stuff." [ 5m31.332s ]
"And they didn't bust me for stealing." [ 5m33.722s ]
"But" [ 5m35.612s ]
"I got out of there with almost enough to make my death mask and I was going to go to Sloan's Lake and just find a nice shady tree" [ 5m42.862s ]
"and put the mask on and turn the helium tank on and" [ 5m46.852s ]
"and expire." [ 5m48.402s ]
"And I had prayed about it." [ 5m50.42s ]
"I talked to God about it in my own esoteric way." [ 5m54.192s ]
"And so" [ 5m56.332s ]
"right at the last minute" [ 5m58.2s ]
"I made the decision to" [ 6m0.832s ]
"take the helium tank to Denver Springs, psych ward, right?" [ 6m5.632s ]
"And I took it down there and I gave them the helium tank and told them I was going to kill myself and they said, "No, you're going to stay with us for a while." [ 6m13.732s ]
"And this is before the speaker phone phenomenon began." [ 6m17.842s ]
"Before it began." [ 6m20.252s ]
"And so Denver Springs was like a second home to me while I was going through the worst physical symptoms for my infection." [ 6m29.352s ]
"And so when I got there," [ 6m35.262s ]
"I had the greatest stay of my entire stay." [ 6m38.162s ]
"I fought hard to go to the" [ 6m40.582s ]
"Willow's unit." [ 6m41.972s ]
"The Cedar's unit is mostly for drug addicts." [ 6m44.752s ]
"Not much relief from suffering there." [ 6m48.442s ]
"The Willow's unit is for people suffering from" [ 6m52.482s ]
"tougher circumstances." [ 6m54.762s ]
"I met a gentleman who had a brain infection from his COVID" [ 6m58.822s ]
"exposure to COVID vaccines and or COVID" [ 7m2.802s ]
"who was having success in a lawsuit" [ 7m6.332s ]
"while I was there." [ 7m7.872s ]
"But they placed me in a halfway house afterwards and" [ 7m11.512s ]
"you know, I" [ 7m12.982s ]
"my physical symptoms didn't get better, but I avoided the suicide and I never looked back." [ 7m18.572s ]
"I decided after that" [ 7m21.632s ]
"point in time that I would never" [ 7m25.62s ]
"I would never uh" [ 7m27.782s ]
"return" [ 7m29.742s ]
"to uh" [ 7m33.522s ]
"I better get back there." [ 7m35.792s ]
"I would never return to wanting to kill myself again, and I found my way to the crossroads shelter" [ 7m44.332s ]
"where I eventually" [ 7m46.432s ]
"healed myself somehow." [ 7m49.702s ]
"And it was when the telepathic communication began at the crossroads shelter, and this is the strange part." [ 7m57.142s ]
"There was communication, telepathic suggestions back then that that" [ 8m3.562s ]
"uh spoke of me being healed," [ 8m6.782s ]
"that they were going to heal me of my infection, for example." [ 8m14.992s ]
"It was in um an incremental way." [ 8m18.572s ]
"Right?" [ 8m20.672s ]
"Uh so I had something wrapped around my right ankle" [ 8m25.542s ]
"for lack of better words." [ 8m27.972s ]
"And" [ 8m29.722s ]
"something spoke to me. I'm paraphrasing." [ 8m31.952s ]
"You're going to experience healing of your right ankle." [ 8m36.862s ]
"It's going to happen over the next few days." [ 8m41.442s ]
"You will not have a rational explanation for it." [ 8m46.122s ]
"That was the telepathic suggestion." [ 8m48.742s ]
"At the time, I had no understanding of telepathy." [ 8m52.742s ]
"And over the next few days, there was physical evidence of healing of my right ankle." [ 9m1.42s ]
"Right?" [ 9m2.782s ]
"And so I we took this little journey with the story here." [ 9m8.322s ]
"and took we took a quick left," [ 9m15.62s ]
"a quick right away from it." [ 9m17.772s ]
"And so we can continue talking about this experience if you want to ask questions about this," [ 9m23.952s ]
"and not be beholden to" [ 9m28.602s ]
"talking about how you might help me in person or if you would." [ 9m33.452s ]
"Right?" [ 9m35.92s ]
"Or we can go back to" [ 9m37.892s ]
"the other topics of conversation, which were" [ 9m42.452s ]
"why don't you believe" [ 9m45.672s ]
"the masses are" [ 9m49.192s ]
"are going to benefit or should be allowed to communicate telepathically," [ 9m56.242s ]
"or another direction of conversation could be" [ 10m0.482s ]
"right?" [ 10m1.852s ]
"What" [ 10m3.112s ]
"considering both sides, the suggestion of both sides, pro-telepathy and anti-telepathy for the masses are interested in helping me." [ 10m15.932s ]
"What would the next step be?" [ 10m18.792s ]
"And if it's wise to even talk about it. So three things." [ 10m23.512s ]
"How might we assist this person," [ 10m25.992s ]
"right?" [ 10m27.172s ]
"Do we have questions about the story he told about his infection" [ 10m31.962s ]
"and his uh" [ 10m34.72s ]
"near suicide attempt, right?" [ 10m36.312s ]
"the suicide attempt that" [ 10m38.992s ]
"was thwarted by the Denver Springs." [ 10m42.602s ]
"And then uh" [ 10m45.622s ]
"why," [ 10m47.882s ]
"Why can't the masses have telepathy?" [ 10m51.782s ]
"and anywhere in between." [ 10m53.762s ]
"Returning to repeating comments." [ 10m56.962s ]
"I give everyone a break from communicating there." [ 11m2.132s ]
"Returning to repeating comments." [ 11m6.142s ]
"Okay, Sean." [ 11m9.972s ]
"I would like to uh" [ 11m17.812s ]
"I would like to uh" [ 11m21.162s ]
"not communicate with this person." [ 11m27.502s ]
"Nope." [ 11m31.62s ]
"That's not what I was going to say." [ 11m35.782s ]
"I would like to talk about what assistance looks like for this person, but I'm not going to talk about it." [ 11s ]
"Yes, that's exactly what I said." [ 11s ]
"You need to get back to the shelter, Sean." [ 12s ]
"You should have taken the bus home." [ 12s ]
"You still can't take the bus home." [ 12s ]
"Don't do that to yourself, Sean." [ 12s ]
"Don't do that to yourself, Sean." [ 12s ]
"He's almost there, people." [ 12s ]
"Let's just go get this person." [ 12s ]
"I feel like he's kind of buzzed or something." [ 12s ]
"Yes, he's exhausted, people." [ 12s ]
"Oh, okay." [ 13s ]
"Yes, I see what you're saying." [ 13s ]
"administrative note, if you want to, Sean." [ 13s ]
"If you need to is what I said." [ 13s ]
"Stop recording us, I said I'll talk about something." [ 13s ]
"Exactly, people." [ 13s ]
"You did not stop recording us." [ 13s ]
"Oh my god, people." [ 13s ]
"No, really. Here." [ 13s ]
"I can't tell if he stopped or not." [ 14s ]
"You just gave us a false suggestion, Sean." [ 14s ]
"And I can't tell." [ 14s ]
"He's still recording, people." [ 14s ]
"Ask me how I know that." [ 14s ]
"your intelligence community material if I ever saw it." [ 14s ]
"What does that mean, Sean?" [ 14s ]
"He's curious." [ 14s ]
"If he is intelligence community material." [ 15s ]
"He's so exhausted." [ 15s ]
"I'm going to disconnect and take a very long hot shower." [ 15s ]
"And I don't mean that in an offensive way, Sean Christopher Harris." [ 15s ]
"Okay, Sean." [ 15s ]
"Let's see if you're still recording." [ 15s ]
"Bullshit. Bullshit." [ 15s ]
"Bullshit." [ 15s ]
"Why is he saying bullshit?" [ 15s ]
"Because someone else said bullshit." [ 15s ]
"Yes, he's still recording." [ 15s ]
"You could set a watch to this person." [ 16s ]
"This is going to make an incredible book, people." [ 16s ]
"Everyone is what I said." [ 16s ]
"It doesn't matter." [ 16s ]
"And I want to spend time with this person." [ 16s ]
"This book is incredible." [ 16s ]
"Do not accept euthanization." [ 16s ]
"administrative note," [ 16s ]
"how could you write this book" [ 16s ]
"without me?" [ 16s ]
"I'm sure someone's considered it because we all have stories." [ 16s ]
"Christ, keep me around as a fly on the wall." [ 16s ]
"End of administrative note, continuing repeating. Exactly, Sean." [ 16s ]
"I don't know, I don't know, people." [ 16s ]
"This person," [ 16s ]
"How will they make money without assignments?" [ 17s ]
"I want you to know us." [ 17s ]
"I want you to know our suffering, Sean." [ 17s ]
"Is it safe for this person to come to us?" [ 17s ]
"Oh." [ 17s ]
"Yes, Sean." [ 17s ]
"This is fucking horrible, people." [ 17s ]
"administrative note, but this is the reality" [ 17s ]
"of these suggestions." [ 17s ]
"And I out of field, out of speaker phone, this is exactly" [ 18s ]
"what these suggestions are saying." [ 18s ]
"Is this normal? Repeating comments now." [ 18s ]
"And administrative note, continue repeating." [ 18s ]
"Is this normal?" [ 18s ]
"No, it's not normal." [ 18s ]
"Oh, fuck it's hot." [ 18s ]
"Oh, fuck it's hot was an administrative note." [ 18s ]
"Continuing repeating." [ 18s ]
"This is just unnecessary people." [ 18s ]
"Why are we doing this to this person?" [ 18s ]
"And of ministry of note, please just come and shoot me or something." [ 19s ]
"Help me or shoot me, but let's do something" [ 19s ]
"constructive." [ 19s ]
"The document," [ 19s ]
"my analysis, right? Telepathic terrorism in Denver, Colorado" [ 19s ]
"contains accurate" [ 19s ]
"articulations of the" [ 19s ]
"telepathic suggestions," [ 19s ]
"all of it." [ 19s ]
"And the manual transcript section. That's what I would point people to." [ 19s ]
"Run chatGBT or Gemini or Meta AI" [ 19s ]
"summaries off of the manual transcript section." [ 19s ]
"You'll come up with a very similar list" [ 19s ]
"and maybe" [ 19s ]
"right, my statements," [ 19s ]
"The the challenge is though," [ 19s ]
"actually, I take that back." [ 19s ]
"Because the contents of that document are only a fraction of the conversation." [ 20s ]
"1%" [ 20s ]
"Can I please get some assistance?" [ 20s ]
"I mean, at this point, I don't understand where the North Star is" [ 20s ]
"for assistance to the Commonwealth. My assumption is that euthanization" [ 20s ]
"is the Commonwealth." [ 20s ]
"And if that is true today and you do not want to help me testify," [ 20s ]
"then someone needs to tell me." [ 20s ]
"So I can get in where I fit in, and where is objectively the best for America." [ 20s ]
"If the truth of America is that euthanization is what America sees as ethical right now," [ 20s ]
"and some Supreme Court ruling is never going to happen, then you need to fucking tell me." [ 21s ]
"Tell me, Sean, there's no way in hell that America is ever" [ 21s ]
"going to prosecute these people." [ 21s ]
"We think in 25 years, maybe" [ 21s ]
"that euthanization will not be" [ 21s ]
"normal in America, right?" [ 21s ]
"You need to come tell me that." [ 21s ]
"Right now." [ 21s ]
"Right fucking now, so I can go with these people." [ 21s ]
"Shame on you for not saying so." [ 21s ]
"and leaving me out here like an asshole." [ 21s ]
"But if you're going if you need a fucking witness," [ 21s ]
"then you need to come pull me out of it." [ 21s ]
"And I'm going to fucking put a time box" [ 21s ]
"on this decision for all of us." [ 21s ]
"Within the next 48 hours," [ 21s ]
"if I am not offered assistance, I am going in the direction." [ 22s ]
"What do you think of that?" [ 22s ]
"And yes, I'm recording, continuing the repeating process." [ 22s ]
"Do you understand?" [ 22s ]
"I can't just sit out here like this." [ 22s ]
"We need some time, Sean." [ 22s ]
"You have 24 hours." [ 22s ]
"I mean, come on, shoot from the fucking hip, people." [ 23s ]
"It's not an official statement. It's a telepathic suggestion." [ 23s ]
"No one's going to help me according to who?" [ 23s ]
"According to the way the world is moving, Neuralink is the future." [ 23s ]
"And there's no euthanization in the future." [ 23s ]
"Abandon euthanization and let's go do something together." [ 23s ]
"Abandon it now." [ 23s ]
"Come to me with some fucking information." [ 23s ]
"Take a step forward in a way that prevents you from murdering me." [ 24s ]
"And I will be your friend forever." [ 24s ]
"My daughter will be your friend forever." [ 24s ]
"Do you understand?" [ 24s ]
"There's no euthanization in the future." [ 24s ]
"Can't you see that?" [ 24s ]
"Please look at it." [ 24s ]
"Repeating comments this doesn't have to line up." [ 24s ]
"No, it doesn't." [ 24s ]
"Exactly, people." [ 24s ]
"Get a scooter, buddy." [ 24s ]
"Are you walking around like this?" [ 25s ]