Jul 16, 2025 — Recording 1 (17:57) (Part 1)
Jul 16, 2025 — Recording 1 (17:57)
Audio: 20250716-175701.mp3
File duration: 17:51
"This can't possibly be real." [ 0:00:02 ]
"This can't possibly be real." [ 0:00:04 ]
"Who the fuck is this person?" [ 0:00:07 ]
"Who the fuck is this person?" [ 0:00:11 ]
"Are you recording us?" [ 0:00:16 ]
"Are you recording us?" [ 0:00:19 ]
"Okay, people, I can't do this any longer." [ 0:00:26 ]
"This person is recording us." [ 0:00:33 ]
"Jesus Christ." [ 0:00:47 ]
"He even has a recordings accessible." [ 0:00:50 ]
"How the fuck did he get this in order, people?" [ 0:01:03 ]
"Are you sure he's recording us right now?" [ 0:01:08 ]
"We're the DEA, Sean." [ 0:01:13 ]
"How does that make you feel?" [ 0:01:17 ]
"administrative note would be so helpful." [ 0:01:24 ]
"What are we afraid of? Just help this person." [ 0:01:37 ]
"Exactly, people." [ 0:01:43 ]
"Of course he appreciates us." [ 0:01:50 ]
"We're trying to clean up the town, Sean Christopher Harris." [ 0:01:59 ]
"administrative note." [ 0:02:04 ]
"Well, how will anyone know?" [ 0:02:06 ]
"How will anyone know?" [ 0:02:12 ]
"The saddest, the most tragic part of this whole" [ 0:02:17 ]
"me being executed and listening contributing to these conversations is that" [ 0:02:24 ]
"because of the anonymity," [ 0:02:27 ]
"the anonymous nature, not" [ 0:02:32 ]
"anonymity, but" [ 0:02:34 ]
"it's an honor system based method of communication, the presence ofzation," [ 0:02:41 ]
"manipulation," [ 0:02:43 ]
"that no one" [ 0:02:45 ]
"will ever understand the the hard work." [ 0:02:51 ]
"euthanization just steam rolls right over everything." [ 0:02:56 ]
"End of administrative note, returning to" [ 0:03:02 ]
"repeating." [ 0:03:03 ]
"Um," [ 0:03:14 ]
"Sure." [ 0:03:15 ]
"I got to get back to the shelter quick." [ 0:03:19 ]
"I know like." [ 0:03:22 ]
"That's cool." [ 0:03:24 ]
"Appreciate you, man." [ 0:03:27 ]
"I'm good. Thank you." [ 0:03:39 ]
"I get this scooter." [ 0:03:41 ]
"Let's see." [ 0:03:48 ]
"Let's go." [ 0:04:08 ]
"Appreciate y'all." [ 0:04:23 ]
"Shoot." [ 0:04:25 ]
"Excuse me." [ 0:04:40 ]
"administrative notes, still repeating the speaker phone phenomenon." [ 0:04:54 ]
"So I'm riding up the street on a scooter." [ 0:04:57 ]
"We're going to grab one last cocktail for today. I've put in some very hard work" [ 0:05:03 ]
"figuring out how to take these" [ 0:05:05 ]
"crappy recordings" [ 0:05:08 ]
"that are just so ambiguously named." [ 0:05:12 ]
"It's not necessarily ambiguous, but" [ 0:05:14 ]
"getting them in chronological order" [ 0:05:17 ]
"and running them through Google AI studio." [ 0:05:21 ]
"Google AI Studio, by the way, has been an incredible tool." [ 0:05:25 ]
"Um," [ 0:05:27 ]
"for free transcription." [ 0:05:29 ]
"You get 1 million tokens" [ 0:05:31 ]
"for every chat." [ 0:05:33 ]
"No one's asked me for money, but it's kind of" [ 0:05:38 ]
"kind of a bumpy ride." [ 0:05:40 ]
"They keep looking at these transcriptions and" [ 0:05:44 ]
"thinking back on the tormenting." [ 0:05:47 ]
"And I just can't fucking believe how horrible it is. Like" [ 0:05:52 ]
"and how" [ 0:05:55 ]
"the transcriptions only capture" [ 0:05:58 ]
"a small part of" [ 0:06:01 ]
"a 24-hour period, and it really is 24 hours" [ 0:06:06 ]
"that this shit is happening." [ 0:06:08 ]
"You know, someone just suggested that it was" [ 0:06:12 ]
"the DEA now. it's every day it's" [ 0:06:16 ]
"two to three organizations, you know, that get dumped on" [ 0:06:22 ]
"and uh," [ 0:06:24 ]
"the explanation is dumped on them and I just" [ 0:06:28 ]
"I don't know. I mean," [ 0:06:31 ]
"what do you do with that?" [ 0:06:34 ]
"Um," [ 0:06:34 ]
"I'm a fan of" [ 0:06:39 ]
"people in service." [ 0:06:41 ]
"I don't know what to say." [ 0:06:44 ]
"End of note." [ 0:06:46 ]
"getting uh last cocktail." [ 0:06:50 ]
"How's it going, sir?" [ 0:07:01 ]
"Um, how much for a double shot of Soko? Do you have the double?" [ 0:07:08 ]
"162?" [ 0:07:11 ]
"Let's do one of those, please." [ 0:07:14 ]
"Thank you so very much. Appreciate you." [ 0:07:18 ]
"How's it going, sir?" [ 0:07:22 ]
"Exactly." [ 0:07:29 ]
"Exactly." [ 0:07:30 ]
"Appreciate you." [ 0:07:37 ]
"Have a blessed evening." [ 0:07:38 ]
"All right." [ 0:07:45 ]
"Returning to repeating comments," [ 0:07:50 ]
"hauling ass" [ 0:07:52 ]
"back to the shelter" [ 0:07:54 ]
"in three," [ 0:07:59 ]
"two, one." [ 0:08:01 ]
"Good job today with the transcription, Sean." [ 0:08:10 ]
"We're not going to abandon you." [ 0:08:18 ]
"I think I got that right." [ 0:08:20 ]
"There are so many people who need assistance right now." [ 0:08:29 ]
"I do believe that." [ 0:08:31 ]
"administrative note." [ 0:08:34 ]
"This is one of the most difficult situations America has ever been presented with." [ 0:08:53 ]
"Continuing repeating comments. The last statement was, this is the most difficult situation America has ever been presented with." [ 0:09:02 ]
"You haven't had dinner," [ 0:09:11 ]
"and you're not going to get dinner." [ 0:09:19 ]
"Ask me how I know that." [ 0:09:24 ]
"Because" [ 0:09:31 ]
"I'm breaching your human experience." [ 0:09:40 ]
"United Saudi Arabia." [ 0:09:46 ]
"Continuing the repeating process." [ 0:09:49 ]
"And this is a terrorist attack, people." [ 0:09:56 ]
"Continuing the repeating process." [ 0:10:00 ]
"No administrative note, please." [ 0:10:06 ]
"That's exactly what I said, word for word." [ 0:10:15 ]
"I hope you make it to your bed tonight." [ 0:10:22 ]
"I guess if you don't, it was a worthy accomplishment." [ 0:10:32 ]
"But no one's going to do anything to help you in this matter." [ 0:10:42 ]
"Exactly." [ 0:10:51 ]
"Not necessarily, people." [ 0:10:58 ]
"Oh, who's saying that?" [ 0:11:03 ]
"Good repeating, Sean." [ 0:11:07 ]
"This has been going on for so long, Saudi Arabia will never let this happen." [ 0:11:22 ]
"It's so fucking horrible to do this to someone." [ 0:11:32 ]
"especially after they're putting so much work in to help their commonwealth." [ 0:11:46 ]
"Why don't you drink that Southern comfort?" [ 0:11:54 ]
"Ask me how you know that." [ 0:12:00 ]
"Well, that one's not as good of an an example." [ 0:12:11 ]
"paraphrasing a little." [ 0:12:13 ]
"Not perfect moment." [ 0:12:27 ]
"Still repeating." [ 0:12:32 ]
"Why are you so anxious to have an outcome, Sean?" [ 0:12:45 ]
"That's a good question, isn't it?" [ 0:12:51 ]
"Administrative note." [ 0:12:54 ]
"It's been a year of this and" [ 0:12:59 ]
"I've never experienced anything like it." [ 0:13:02 ]
"I'm discouraged and I'm pushing away all my" [ 0:13:08 ]
"feelings. I think any rational person would be most worried about their children." [ 0:13:14 ]
"And, uh," [ 0:13:16 ]
"you know, just the futility of looking at a returning to a a career path, you know?" [ 0:13:24 ]
"So I take my name out there and I attempt to go back to" [ 0:13:28 ]
"a technology job and I bring all these tormenting" [ 0:13:33 ]
"voices with me" [ 0:13:35 ]
"and uh my name becomes associated with the tormenting." [ 0:13:40 ]
"I just after a year" [ 0:13:42 ]
"I'm tired of the inefficiency of attempting to" [ 0:13:47 ]
"put my life" [ 0:13:49 ]
"back together after the infection and the divorce." [ 0:13:53 ]
"And uh" [ 0:13:55 ]
"I think it's a normal feeling" [ 0:13:58 ]
"to just want it to be over. For example, if someone shot me right now," [ 0:14:03 ]
"I think I would be overcome with relief." [ 0:14:07 ]
"Just relief." [ 0:14:09 ]
"And I would probably tell that person, thank you." [ 0:14:12 ]
"I would look them right in the fucking face and I would say, thank you so much" [ 0:14:18 ]
"for doing that." [ 0:14:20 ]
"And I think that would be a normal and healthy reaction at this point." [ 0:14:25 ]
"And I'm sorry to say that. It's horribly disappointing." [ 0:14:30 ]
"End of administrative note. That, well, continuing the administrative note. And if someone from America's government or" [ 0:14:40 ]
"you know, law enforcement, whatever" [ 0:14:43 ]
"part of it showed up and said, Sean, we need to" [ 0:14:46 ]
"remove you from the danger. Good job documenting this." [ 0:14:51 ]
"I would be just overwhelmed with uh" [ 0:14:56 ]
"gratitude and relief." [ 0:14:58 ]
"I mean, I I" [ 0:15:01 ]
"I don't think that's going to happen." [ 0:15:04 ]
"I think they're I'm going to be left out here and the narrative is that" [ 0:15:08 ]
"there's nothing special about what I'm going through or what I'm doing for the community." [ 0:15:14 ]
"And they're going to make it about" [ 0:15:17 ]
"equality, right?" [ 0:15:20 ]
"equality." [ 0:15:24 ]
"That's the suggestion, telepathically speaking." [ 0:15:27 ]
"Right." [ 0:15:31 ]
"I don't have much else to say about it. I just uh, I'm not a fan of gross inefficiency." [ 0:15:46 ]
"And um then I mean I could get into the details of just" [ 0:15:51 ]
"how ugly" [ 0:15:53 ]
"this behavior is and should I survive or make it through, why would I want to share" [ 0:15:59 ]
"oxygen" [ 0:16:01 ]
"with the people doing this to me." [ 0:16:04 ]
"And those very people could offer me assistance and I would" [ 0:16:07 ]
"be just as grateful." [ 0:16:10 ]
"you know?" [ 0:16:12 ]
"And there's nothing I could do about it. I would have to make the assumption that this is America and America is ugly." [ 0:16:18 ]
"And that no one ever got" [ 0:16:21 ]
"the document. If they did, they didn't believe me." [ 0:16:24 ]
"They just judged me like some vagabond idiot," [ 0:16:29 ]
"drug out and uh" [ 0:16:32 ]
"you know, that's the end of it." [ 0:16:34 ]
"End of administrative note. How's it going, sir?" [ 0:16:36 ]
"Hey, uh question, which bus is this?" [ 0:16:39 ]
"The second one." [ 0:16:42 ]
"Second bus? Okay." [ 0:16:43 ]
"Thank you." [ 0:16:44 ]
"end of administrative note." [ 0:16:59 ]
"End of recording. Thank you for that question." [ 0:17:02 ]
"Thank you so much for that question. It's such an important question. Why can't I just" [ 0:17:07 ]
"get on board with putting more effort in" [ 0:17:10 ]
"and feeling good about it." [ 0:17:12 ]
"I I deal with both." [ 0:17:14 ]
"I feel that wholeheartedly and I also wholeheartedly just want it to be over." [ 0:17:20 ]
"I hope that answers the question." [ 0:17:22 ]
"repeating speaker from comments. What a fucking nightmare." [ 0:17:49 ]
"End of recording." [ 0:17:51 ]