Aug 12, 2025 — Recording 3 (11:35) (Part 1)

Aug 12, 2025 — Recording 3 (11:35)

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"It is 11:35 a.m.," [00:06]

"Tuesday, August 12th, 2025." [00:09]

"This is uh Sean Christopher Harris." [00:12]

"Um, just want to catch up on some more administrative thoughts, notes about last night's experience." [00:17]

"Um," [00:27]

"connecting with one of the people impersonating me" [00:30]

"in a malicious way, if there ever is a good way," [00:35]

"or something like that." [00:39]

"It's a very common occurrence, but" [00:43]

"the suggestion was" [00:47]

"uh after reaching this person," [00:51]

"I'm going to start with a description." [00:54]

"Um, so, you know, one of the things I've learned" [00:58]

"from just being" [01:00]

"breached and and tortured psychologically" [01:03]

"over the last year." [01:07]

"beginning with uh this threat that" [01:09]

"someone raped and murdered my daughter, my ex-wife and" [01:12]

"her family" [01:18]

"about a year ago." [01:20]

"I I'll never forget it that that was that was one of the early suggestions." [01:23]

"uh followed by, you know," [01:28]

"daily suggestions," [01:30]

"uh your suicide will never be remembered." [01:32]

"And then, you know," [01:35]

"six months after that, we get to euthanasia being offered," [01:37]

"a more" [01:42]

"just, you know, pre-meditated, kind of calculated approach to" [01:45]

"convincing me to kill myself." [01:50]

"And these people that" [01:54]

"you know, listening to this Citizen Tech" [01:57]

"phenomenon, this" [02:00]

"phenomenon that appears" [02:02]

"to be using my ears," [02:04]

"right? I have had at least one person" [02:07]

"walk up to me in person and ask me about this," [02:11]

"because my name is being used." [02:14]

"Someone recently walked up to me" [02:17]

"and the way they described it, you know, I'll try to paraphrase the question," [02:20]

"Have you been hearing something in the building?" [02:24]

"uh acoustics, people talking" [02:29]

"at night? And I I said, yes." [02:32]

"I have and I'm being offered euthanasia and I'm writing about it." [02:36]

"I was completely honest." [02:40]

"Um, and so" [02:43]

"that's kind of the stage, right?" [02:45]

"And so last night, every night at the 48th Street shelter," [02:47]

"uh any place I go really," [02:52]

"Um," [02:55]

"this suggestion" [02:57]

"of people talking," [03:00]

"right? A group of individuals forcing me to accept euthanasia with this" [03:02]

"abusive" [03:09]

"narrative that they're all supporting." [03:11]

"And you've got" [03:13]

"I mean a minimum of" [03:15]

"I want to say conservatively three to five" [03:18]

"separate voices contributing." [03:21]

"Some are observing," [03:24]

"Some are directly involved" [03:27]

"with the attempted murder that is offering me" [03:31]

"euthanasia and then" [03:34]

"everything that goes with it." [03:37]

"Um," [03:38]

"asking the people around me to do" [03:41]

"you know, their bidding, the bidding of a stranger including" [03:44]

"stabbing me on occasion." [03:48]

"And so here's this person last night getting to the point." [03:52]

"I connect with him and it looks like a Caucasian male." [03:56]

"Um, so light colored skin, muscular," [04:02]

"maybe 6 ft," [04:05]

"maybe just under 6 ft tall," [04:08]

"medium length dark hair." [04:12]

"This person spent some time in front of a mirror" [04:15]

"looking at themselves." [04:18]

"Their hair, the hair was, I think parted in the middle and curly or wavy." [04:21]

"dark colored hair, black." [04:27]

"Um," [04:30]

"They put on a baseball cap" [04:32]

"at one point in time and their hair was kind of coming out of it." [04:35]

"They were there with their girlfriend" [04:38]

"and I just observed them." [04:42]

"And there was" [04:44]

"we were being observed." [04:45]

"This person commented on" [04:47]

"the fact that they could see" [04:49]

"I want to say the fact." [04:52]

"They suggested that they are seen" [04:54]

"the Citizen Tech or the breaching experience," [04:57]

"right, from both ends now." [05:01]

"Uh they they reported experiencing the observations of others" [05:05]

"and concern about the transparency of it." [05:11]

"And I want to talk a little bit about what it looked like to just sit silently with what it felt like to sit silently" [05:16]

"with this person." [05:23]

"Um, the first thing I want to say about it is" [05:26]

"vulnerability." [05:29]

"vulnerability." [05:32]

"So there is" [05:34]

"I think, you know, there are some qualities about being a human being, the human condition." [05:37]

"And these are this is my own personal opinion" [05:44]

"based on this experience." [05:47]

"Right? And I I've never experienced a connection with someone quite" [05:49]

"as vulnerable as this one." [05:55]

"And and uh it" [05:58]

"I I'm not certain what contributed to that." [06:01]

"It could be the amount of people" [06:03]

"connecting to both of us," [06:06]

"creating kind of a mass awareness." [06:09]

"But I would say the human condition getting to the point" [06:13]

"has a few aspects." [06:17]

"The amount that someone judges others around them." [06:19]

"So when they look at someone, a homeless person," [06:23]

"or any human being, you're going to have the presence of judgment." [06:27]

"We're judging, we're creatures that judge." [06:31]

"Right? We judge everything," [06:35]

"the way a photograph looks," [06:38]

"the contents of it, marketing material, we're making judgments." [06:41]

"Right? Other people," [06:44]

"the value of the person, the value of ourselves," [06:46]

"looking back at us in the mirror." [06:51]

"And and then there is this vulnerability that is present" [06:53]

"that is the uh" [06:58]

"level of insecurity maybe." [07:01]

"Right? So here I've got a very strong," [07:03]

"physically strong, it appears to be a physically strong human being." [07:07]

"plenty of three-dimensional space present." [07:11]

"Um," [07:13]

"It did not feel like a manufactured" [07:17]

"suggestion, something that was" [07:21]

"thought through." [07:23]

"A lot of times uh if I go to expect inspect somebody," [07:25]

"inspect a suggestion, and I'm looking for" [07:31]

"for example, hair," [07:34]

"right? Um," [07:36]

"there has been the suggestion of of basically" [07:38]

"a board, right? With a few" [07:42]

"samples of fabric" [07:46]

"or hair." [07:49]

"So if I inspect someone's hair telepathically" [07:51]

"and the person providing that suggestion has samples of hair present," [07:56]

"they can continue on with the manipulation," [08:02]

"with the false suggestion because it it's almost a way of fooling someone into thinking what they're looking at" [08:07]

"is real, right? Like a disguise" [08:12]

"being present or someone's character assassination." [08:16]

"Right? They're taking part in the assassination of someone's character." [08:20]

"And so" [08:23]

"this felt like an a an authentic human being." [08:27]

"They reported the some feedback about being connected to me" [08:31]

"when I was just laying in my bed," [08:36]

"which I was," [08:38]

"and I'm just observing." [08:40]

"And there the observations coming from people other than the two of us," [08:42]

"um there was a lot of" [08:48]

"prodding" [08:51]

"or probing making suggestions" [08:53]

"uh" [08:56]

"that were unsavory, I would say," [08:58]

"manipulative." [09:01]

"He was asked to" [09:02]

"there was a suggestion for him to kill his girlfriend" [09:05]

"and leave the room," [09:08]

"right? To which he" [09:10]

"he denied." [09:12]

"He denied doing you know," [09:13]

"having interest in doing that." [09:15]

"Um," [09:17]

"But getting back to," [09:20]

"God, it's really" [09:22]

"it it was really an amazing experience if you get to experience this." [09:25]

"So," [09:29]

"I am feeling someone's physical sensations and I can kind of zoom in on that, right?" [09:33]

"There was a point where it felt like he was sitting on the floor" [09:37]

"and he had one hand touching maybe a bath" [09:41]

"rug or something." [09:43]

"This could have been an apartment and Airbnb maybe." [09:47]

"Um," [09:50]

"you know, there this level of insecurity looking at someone that's physically strong" [09:56]

"and there was just this" [10:00]

"they even commented on it." [10:04]

"I want to say childlike level" [10:06]

"of" [10:08]

"insecurity paired with just this physically" [10:12]

"strong, mentally capable" [10:15]

"human being." [10:17]

"And they that" [10:20]

"person commented on my awareness of it." [10:23]

"And so there was an interaction between us without words" [10:27]

"where" [10:30]

"you know, I've got to acknowledge to myself that this person is" [10:33]

"participating in my murder," [10:37]

"right? This is not friendly." [10:40]

"But I let all of that go just so I could observe them" [10:44]

"objectively." [10:47]

"And I" [10:48]

"I found this layer of childlike insecurity and I made a suggestion" [10:52]

"without speaking that was" [10:58]

"that I I think helped" [11:02]

"that person look at themselves a little differently," [11:05]

"maybe with a little more confidence." [11:08]

"And after that interaction," [11:12]

"there were no words." [11:15]

"They did make a statement." [11:17]

"They said something along the lines of" [11:20]

"I had an an abusive childhood." [11:23]

"I was abused as a child." [11:26]

"And that was kind of the" [11:30]

"the idea that I saw the suggestion I saw is this person possibly" [11:34]

"was treated" [11:38]

"in a very uh" [11:40]

"and maybe had a a an extremely dominant submissive role with his father," [11:45]

"you know, like something that was very punishing" [11:49]

"that actually kept him down," [11:52]

"you know, even in his adult years." [11:55]

"And I was humbled by" [11:57]

"having this experience" [12:00]

"with someone and it really speaks to this idea" [12:03]

"of the bedrooms of our mind." [12:07]

"And if you connect with someone" [12:10]

"and you have that information that is" [12:13]

"maybe not so" [12:16]

"obvious to them," [12:18]

"it you know, that is an insecurity" [12:21]

"possibly blinding them and limiting their" [12:25]

"opportunities in life and it makes me think of how valuable" [12:30]

"this technology is to someone's psychotherapy service." [12:35]

"practice." [12:38]

"So if you're going to hire a psychotherapist and they connect with this technology," [12:41]

"and immediately they feel" [12:46]

"this" [12:48]

"self-esteem" [12:50]

"challenge, right?" [12:52]

"And" [12:54]

"they they make a suggestion at that level," [12:57]

"it could replace what would take" [13:01]

"years of psychotherapy practice." [13:04]

"There's an adjustment." [13:07]

"I mean, I guess maybe I'll phrase this as a question." [13:11]

"With this technology of connecting to people in this most intimate place," [13:14]

"intimacy" [13:19]

"as meaning closeness, right?" [13:22]

"closeness." [13:25]

"The accountability and and responsibility" [13:27]

"that is required of the person connecting," [13:32]

"the emotional maturity that is demanded" [13:35]

"of this situation." [13:37]

"You you don't want to go inside of someone like a bull in a" [13:41]

"China stop China shop and start throwing around" [13:46]

"Machismo" [13:48]

"or old school disciplinarian thinking" [13:52]

"because you would be rolling out" [13:55]

"the" [13:57]

"opportunity" [13:58]

"of of this these delicate interactions that could really help someone." [14:03]

"allowing someone to fast track through" [14:07]

"you know, weeks of therapy sessions" [14:12]

"just by showing them a different reflection of themself," [14:16]

"of themselves and" [14:18]

"to have that experience at least," [14:20]

"you know, I don't want to overjudge or over scrutinize" [14:24]

"what it was." [14:27]

"It it was a positive experience for me" [14:29]

"to sit with this person who," [14:33]

"the suggestion was they had been compensated" [14:36]

"to to assist in my murder." [14:40]

"That's that's what the behavior aligns with." [14:43]

"character defamation, pretending to be me, making statements, the" [14:46]

"military workflow that is being called tormenting," [14:55]

"the ugly workflow." [14:59]

"Right? To sit with that person" [15:02]

"was extremely valuable for me." [15:06]

"And uh, you know, so if you find yourself in one of these experiences," [15:10]

"you have the ability to do" [15:14]

"you have choices." [15:17]

"You can say, hey, that was" [15:18]

"it didn't happen." [15:20]

"Right? Whatever that was, I was tired" [15:23]

"and you can dismiss it completely." [15:26]

"Right? And so I I would challenge you to not dismiss it" [15:29]

"if you're going through something similar because" [15:33]

"you know, I have come to this place of understanding when I'm going through." [15:38]

"My own personal assumptions that help keep me alive today." [15:42]

"and and it has come to me" [15:46]

"at great" [15:48]

"at a great price, right?" [15:50]

"The price of this minute to minute daily suffering and abandonment" [15:52]

"and being exposed to the tormenting process." [15:56]

"And so the knowledge I have about" [15:58]

"after living through it this long" [16:02]

"it is really profound." [16:05]

"And my hope is that I can take this experience and articulate it in a meaningful way," [16:08]

"so I can share it with" [16:13]

"a future mentor, someone who could" [16:16]

"help validate" [16:19]

"much of what I've experienced, right?" [16:22]

"if I make it that far," [16:24]

"and also" [16:26]

"articulate in a way that could be helpful to someone" [16:28]

"being executed in this fashion." [16:33]

"Right?" [16:38]

"So," [16:39]

"And for that person, you know, I'm curious it" [16:42]

"they are nestled inside of me in a place that I don't" [16:47]

"I mean, I I didn't use any that not that much different of an approach, but" [16:53]

"there there is literally like as far as the body goes, there is" [17:01]

"location is part of the experience." [17:06]

"Right? So you have the location of your awareness." [17:08]

"Um, and" [17:11]

"when I put my awareness outside of my body, like 6 inches above my" [17:14]

"my head," [17:18]

"people report that reception is better." [17:21]

"pronunciation is" [17:24]

"improves telepathically speaking." [17:26]

"And so" [17:29]

"when you're being breached, like" [17:33]

"I tap on my left chest," [17:34]

"there is a visual of someone's face usually looking out." [17:37]

"looking out." [17:41]

"Like I get a little profile view," [17:42]

"uh mentally speaking, if I put my" [17:46]

"internal awareness of my my mental processes" [17:49]

"and what's happening to me kind of" [17:53]

"bottom left," [17:56]

"I get a visual of a person." [17:58]

"I might be able to move that around, but that's kind of where things have surfaced." [18:02]

"And so this person, getting to the point," [18:07]

"it is they are dead center." [18:11]

"And so right now there are a few concerns, right?" [18:14]

"One," [18:17]

"uh everything that I'm doing and saying" [18:20]

"and my physical location" [18:23]

"when you factor in" [18:26]

"uh this suggestion that's happened" [18:28]

"several times now that" [18:31]

"Monsanto" [18:32]

"has an owns an IP address that is connected to my body." [18:36]

"So the question is, how much information" [18:41]

"do the people breaching you have about you?" [18:44]

"visual information, right?" [18:48]

"So" [18:50]

"looking at what I've learned artificial intelligence does with a brain scan for example." [18:53]

"It takes information that your eyes capture" [18:58]

"and converts it into words and pictures." [19:02]

"Or in our situation, right?" [19:06]

"uh real-time communication." [19:10]

"And so" [19:13]

"if you engage in communication and you're being breached," [19:16]

"your location can be given away just by you looking at street signs." [19:21]

"It's often I will look at a sign" [19:26]

"or a billboard and" [19:29]

"someone will repeat" [19:31]

"the information on that sign." [19:34]

"So I've got my own processing of the information on the sign." [19:37]

"And then I've got someone else" [19:41]

"repeating." [19:42]

"Right? Repeating that information." [19:46]

"I'm feeling" [19:49]

"just not feeling good about going to the library to work today." [19:52]

"Uh," [19:56]

"Just thinking to myself, where am I going to go?" [19:59]

"So, what else can I say about" [20:02]

"this connection." [20:04]

"So that the" [20:06]

"I'm just going to ask," [20:07]

"Are you still present?" [20:09]

"Michael Corleone is still present." [20:21]

"Yes, good reminder." [20:25]

"So," [20:25]

"uh this person that I have described their appearance, right?" [20:28]

"Um," [20:32]

"the girlfriend that was with him not so much, but it a brunette with a ponytail," [20:36]

"and slacks," [20:41]

"like pants," [20:42]

"someone's suggesting now, okay, so we are completely compromised." [20:53]

"And I might do some repeating." [20:57]

"Yeah, there there's so many questions that come to mind about public safety" [21:01]

"and the suggestion of terrorist occupation in America right now," [21:07]

"telepathically." [21:10]

"Someone suggested that the United Kingdom went through" [21:13]

"uh a telepathic attack that involved hundreds of people" [21:18]

"uh years ago." [21:22]

"It's a very old suggestion and there wasn't much of a pattern around it." [21:25]