Aug 26, 2025 — Recording 2 (09:27) (Part 2)
Aug 26, 2025 — Recording 2 (09:27)
Audio: 20250826-092726.mp3 · Duration 06:06
**9:32am, capturing additional suggestions and thoughts after the morning recap. Candidly speaking, I’ve been dealing with the emotional burden of unresolved trauma that has been accumulating from over a year of minute to minute life threatening suggestions of others and the life saving support that never arrives.*
"paraphrasing." [00:02]
"Well, it was very important that you got that recording because that is exactly what we are trying to do." [00:10]
"There is no opportunity with this person." [00:13]
"We are not going to help this person." [00:19]
"Euthanization is the only thing we are ordered to offer this person." [00:30]
"And that means that's the thing we get paid for." [00:37]
"Are you recording this now?" [00:44]
"Should we assume he's recording when we're speaking to him?" [00:54]
"That's a question." [00:56]
"Why don't you people get the fuck out of Denver, Colorado?" [01:06]
"I think he is recorded." [01:12]
"Yep, I can hear it out the car window." [01:19]
"This is horrible abandonment by the city of Denver, everybody." [01:31]
"Unbelievable level of abandonment." [01:42]
"I don't think he actually cares what people think about him being angry either." [01:56]
"You're absolutely right about that." [02:04]
"Holy fuck, he just crossed the street on me." [02:14]
"I was using someone to take a look at him." [02:22]
"That is not accurate information." [02:28]
"That's a contractor." [02:36]
"military contractor that looks completely out of place down here." [02:46]
"Administrative note." [02:47]
"I mean, what do you do with that?" [02:53]
"I'm never going to approach someone that's suggested to be stalking me." [02:58]
"That's what I would say." [03:01]
"There's an there's even more of, you know, we're breaching someone to look at this person." [03:07]
"And I feel doubt emanating from inside me." [03:14]
"Is that what that is?" [03:17]
"Because if you're connected to me," [03:19]
"well, you would know, wouldn't you?" [03:23]
"End of administrative note, continuing the repeating process." [03:32]
"At 3, 2, 1, I can't fucking do this to this person any longer." [03:37]
"I'm being stubborn and it's going to send us all to prison." [03:47]
"This is the woman in Connecticut, son." [03:53]
"administrative note, I'm not in a good space to actually do this recording." [04:09]
"It's 9:31 a.m." [04:12]
"Uh, Tuesday, August 26, 2025." [04:18]
"I'm going to take a break and just get to some food and try to attend to myself." [04:23]
"And do not accept euthanization." [04:29]
"And don't do the bidding of a stranger, America." [04:33]
"What the fuck is this?" [04:36]
"Why won't you shoot me?" [04:40]
"I mean, it's just so disgusting to think this is an organizational restriction." [04:46]
"There are some things that are worse than death in this world." [04:50]
"And these ugly workflows are those things." [04:54]
"They really are and I don't want to go anywhere near these people." [04:59]
"I don't give a fuck what they look like, what kind of toys they have, what how big their dick is." [05:08]
"I mean, the fact that they keep suggesting sex in this situation after I've been tormented for a year points to a a serious mental disorder at an organizational level." [05:20]
"At an organizational level." [05:24]
"They keep spending money on this busted ass workflow that's just repulses me." [05:31]
"You're not going to attract people after a year of bludgening them and destroying their home over and over again." [05:40]
"I'm not fucking going near you." [05:43]
"And I don't give a fuck if you're a different group of people." [05:46]
"You're using the same method of communication that the unresolved trauma is accumulating on." [05:54]
"Like get it through your thick fucking skulls." [05:57]
"Now go get your rifle or piss off." [06:02]
"End of note, end of recording." [06:06]