Sep 28, 2025 — Recording 9 (17:12) (Part 2)
Sep 28, 2025 — Recording 9 (17:12)
Audio: 20250928-171238.mp3
**5:12pm, sharing more alcohol fueled thoughts from what is left of the author after at least one year of being terrorized. Never punish yourself for being angry and or self medicating in this situation. Thank you for your service.*
File duration: 12:30
"It is 5:12 p.m." [00:02]
"Sunday, September 28th, 2025." [00:06]
"I just spent some time at a 7-Eleven begging for chicken wings because I haven't had a meal yet today and I'm starving." [00:15]
"I spent my pathetic money just a few dollars I had." [00:20]
"I know I'm not a funded terrorist." [00:24]
"You you manipulated, you poor lost soul." [00:28]
"I am not a funded terrorist, right?" [00:32]
"I came to the 7-Eleven that's been good to me." [00:34]
"I tell people." [00:36]
"Um I'm not asking for money, I'm asking for chicken." [00:40]
"Can you help me with some chicken, not money." [00:44]
"And normally, chicken surfaces, but at this point in time, there were three other adult males competing at the 7-Eleven for drug-related money." [00:54]
"They don't want chicken, right?" [00:58]
"people are good to them there." [01:01]
"That's an assumption, but based on their communication, right?" [01:05]
"They're asking for money, not chicken." [01:10]
"I'm asking for chicken." [01:13]
"Sometimes money shows up when you ask for chicken." [01:18]
"All of that said, right?" [01:19]
"We're looking at this." [01:21]
"and it's and you have this this thing that has descended upon America that is uh lasted for 100 years." [01:27]
"For 100 years or more, the war on drugs, right?" [01:34]
"The war on our children, our neighbors, for seeking out relief from suffering." [01:42]
"There is an underserve and overserved need here." [01:45]
"The underserve need is relief from suffering." [01:48]
"We jail doctors for providing relief." [01:52]
"and we jail consumers for providing relief." [01:57]
"But we empower outside organizations in geographies, other countries in this marketplace, the global marketplace." [02:05]
"They don't have to pay taxes." [02:11]
"If they come to America and they sell narcotics, aka relief from suffering, right?" [02:16]
"in a way that produces a sale." [02:22]
"Well, they're empowered hand over fist." [02:27]
"And that's been happening for 100 years." [02:29]
"We stifle the medical, the health care industry." [02:33]
"You're not allowed to provide that." [02:36]
"And on the other hand, we make it illegal for anyone to have relief from suffering unless it's alcohol or cannabis in the state of Colorado." [02:45]
"And for all other substances, that's fair game to conduct military work." [02:51]
"military activity." [02:59]
"And so sitting there watching these other people scrounge and hey, can we get some change?" [03:04]
"They get right up in the driver's face." [03:09]
"They walk right up to the driver." [03:12]
"They'll almost get in the fucking car and sit on the driver's lap." [03:16]
"Can I have a few dollars?" [03:18]
"You sick fuck." [03:20]
"Don't do that." [03:21]
"I understand how desperate you are, but that's what's happening." [03:25]
"My approach is different." [03:30]
"and I would like it officially acknowledged." [03:33]
"Right?" [03:36]
"So what is America going to do in this situation?" [03:40]
"Well, one thing, it's kind of like looking at this situation." [03:45]
"What was looking at the situation like before telepathy, before Citizen Tech?" [03:52]
"You might have a street camera looking at a wide shot of the 7-Eleven." [03:55]
"You might have an operative with a chest camera or a bug, an audio wire on their chest, and they're going to walk up and talk to you." [04:06]
"You might have a, you know, an existing initiative to kind of dissolve the crack spot with no alternative for the people there." [04:15]
"In fact, they're the devil." [04:22]
"The people who want relief from suffering from their horrible fucking lives are going to be jailed and executed possibly." [04:27]
"They're just garbage, human garbage." [04:34]
"And if they can't choose the I'm an addict forever path, right?" [04:37]
"The path of addiction thinking I'm always an addict." [04:43]
"Once an addict, always an addict." [04:46]
"and I'm not allowed to ever enjoy wine or a normal life." [04:49]
"I'm a low-information vestibule who's going to exist in a in the context of suffering." [04:56]
"It's always going to be a sour, sober existence." [05:04]
"No one's buying that." [05:06]
"No one wants that." [05:08]
"What the fuck?" [05:10]
"There's no value proposition." [05:14]
"Right?" [05:15]
"So I'm here today and we've got three adult males, two people of color and a scroungy white male that makes these just gutteral fucking, right?" [05:24]
"I'm listening to someone talk to him and he's barfing out these strange sounds." [05:32]
"Is there someone in the control room speaking in that poor lost soul?" [05:39]
"Someone's fucking son that never made it home from the concert, who's been inadvertently added to a military scenario." [05:47]
"What the fuck, United States of America?" [05:54]
"Where is the love and concern for our ability to care for people?" [06:01]
"Do you think that it's just it's just one way, America?" [06:07]
"For example, right?" [06:12]
"You go to high school, you got an elementary school, and middle school and high school, you get to college, you get a job, and nothing happens, right?" [06:17]
"Nothing fucking happens." [06:24]
"And so in the other world is, oh, you fucked up." [06:29]
"You became an an evil drug addict." [06:33]
"And then we descend you into a living hell." [06:37]
"and you have no support." [06:39]
"It's just this binary bullshit." [06:43]
"And meanwhile, you have all these systems at work." [06:47]
"For example, Judeo-Christian uh romantic marriages, romantic monogamous marriages, where only 50% of people succeed because one adult could turn into a an absentee landlord." [06:58]
"They just want to touch their partner or go to the gym and maintain themselves." [07:08]
"And uh, once you're paying for a mortgage together, the other person who's been, you know, agreed to fucking just uh, the non monogamous Western Judeo-Christian marriage, right?" [07:29]
"The romantic marriage." [07:35]
"Once you enroll in that agreement with another human being, should they choose to abandon you, you are alone." [07:39]
"You will receive no more blowjobs." [07:47]
"You there won't be a life partner anymore." [07:49]
"The person may actually be angered by your presence." [07:53]
"Uh what you signed up for from an underserve and overserve needs perspective is a human being that loves you." [08:00]
"They love you." [08:05]
"and they want to spend time with you intimately, watch movies together, travel together." [08:09]
"And when that human being is suffering so badly that they can no longer touch your body, what do you do?" [08:16]
"What do you do?" [08:22]
"It's a divorce." [08:25]
"Yes." [08:27]
"You can't fucking latch yourself onto someone." [08:31]
"There's not sadly, you could, right?" [08:33]
"You could design in a situation where, hey, let's try and get a mortgage going for a house with extra bedrooms, so you can have your bedroom to fuck the man you want, and I can have my bedroom to fuck the woman I want." [08:45]
"And we'll take care of our children." [08:54]
"It's this pathetic failing Judeo-Christian monogamy that just rips us all to shreds, isn't it?" [09:00]
"Isn't it?" [09:05]
"And so you overlay that with another agenda that is just uh, the pathetic war on drugs, right?" [09:12]
"The pathetic war on drugs." [09:17]
"So someone is going to prescribe to us that there is no relief from suffering." [09:22]
"If you can't find relief from alcohol, well, we're going to destroy your life." [09:30]
"Exactly." [09:32]
"And but unfortunately, the market states that if you have any money at all, and people present themselves accordingly, you can find relief." [09:40]
"Just not through your doctor." [09:45]
"So here we are, right?" [09:47]
"And where is telepathy?" [09:48]
"Well, telepathy could save us all from both scenarios." [09:53]
"couldn't it?" [09:55]
"Not only could you abandon that partner that doesn't give a fuck about you." [09:59]
"You could also spend time with them telepathically like, hey, let's meet telepathically and talk about why it didn't work." [10:05]
"Maybe we can fix it." [10:09]
"Both people could find an intimate partner, right?" [10:11]
"We'll get to happiness quickly." [10:14]
"It's an unserved need." [10:17]
"And from the drug dealing perspective, it's just like this is a substance related issue." [10:20]
"Colorado has already learned that cannabis is a great metaphor for any other substance." [10:28]
"Is there any truth to that?" [10:32]
"Why are we murdering people?" [10:35]
"The suggestion is is that the DEA is sawing people up in bathtubs." [10:41]
"lying to them, giving them eye drops that kill them and then wrapping them up in fucking wax paper and throwing them out the window." [10:47]
"That's the suggestion." [10:53]
"America, when are we going to look at the actual opportunity?" [10:58]
"Let's move the ball over into Meta AI and navigating the new Ray-Bans." [11:03]
"Finger gestures, right?" [11:07]
"Courts are debating whether or not we have access to our brains." [11:13]
"whether or not our brains are protected, I should say." [11:16]
"So you're going to navigate text messages and movies using this new meta eye Ray band glasses." [11:21]
"When you sign the terms and suggestions, you sign over there are two worlds." [11:27]
"You sign over your life where you do not have to communicate in an unconsented two conversation or you do." [11:34]
"That is the world we're in." [11:41]
"It's really horrible and there are other agendas touching the entire thing, right?" [11:45]
"So why is it that that I'm out here being euthanized by multiple groups of people?" [11:53]
"Is it a law enforcement effort or is it a Meta AI Facebook effort, Apple effort?" [12:03]
"Someone needs to hold these people accountable." [12:11]
"My assumption is that that organization is the Federal Bureau of Investigation." [12:16]
"I will never accept euthanization." [12:21]
"America, you need to pull yourself together." [12:24]
"You really need to pull yourself together." [12:26]
"This is disgusting." [12:29]