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Oct 25, 2025 — Recording 2 (09:20) (Part 3)

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Glossary: Torment

Oct 25, 2025 — Recording 2 (09:20)

Audio: 20251025-092000-02.mp3

**Continuing capturing themes and suggestions from the last 12hrs*

"duration": "03:41"

"Uh from the distance, what's your level of interest in a job selling drugs for homeland security?" [00:10]

"uh" [00:15]

"this from the author myself." [00:18]

"That feels like a predatory question." [00:21]

"I can understand why someone would want to maintain a covert status." [00:27]

"I mean, the first question is," [00:28]

"is that even the actual question," [00:31]

"or is it an attempt to discredit me" [00:35]

"by getting me to talk about dealing drugs?" [00:38]

"I already have a career that's a legitimate career path." [00:43]

"I could earn close to $300,000 a year" [00:46]

"in the next two years if I can just" [00:49]

"get back to work without facing any prison sentence." [00:54]

"What you're suggesting is different." [00:56]

"It would be a departure from my career path." [01:00]

"I I would want to talk to people in person about it." [01:05]

"You know, and I I think if if it was an actual offer" [01:10]

"and it involved the use of this technology," [01:13]

"you know, and I had some kind of education around the use of the technology," [01:20]

"uh, maybe." [01:23]

"Maybe, but I don't think I'm a good fit for that job." [01:28]

"I mean, you could probably train someone for that job," [01:35]

"but part of going part of having that job is going to prison," [01:40]

"you know, it's going." [01:42]

"I haven't seen people do well" [01:45]

"from a customer perspective, you know, over a year ago now," [01:50]

"after my divorce," [01:52]

"you know, these people in the community that are" [01:57]

"going through that kind of job," [02:00]

"you have to own a firearm." [02:04]

"You have to keep moving." [02:06]

"I mean, keep, you know, your location" [02:08]

"can be challenging and" [02:11]

"It just it, you know, doing it for" [02:18]

"uh, home doing it like as part of a a homeland security job." [02:24]

"I mean, look at what they're suggesting." [02:26]

"I went to private investigator academy with the Rick Johnson Academy." [02:34]

"It was a six week boot camp," [02:37]

"and I love I love investigating things." [02:40]

"Absolutely, but my actual life experience is not that of a dealer." [02:46]

"I mean, I think if you're going to invest in that job," [02:51]

"and someone doing that job," [02:53]

"you know, it really depends." [02:57]

"I would still want to go to work in technology." [02:59]

"I wouldn't want to stop doing that." [03:05]

"but a job in law enforcement?" [03:07]

"Absolutely." [03:09]

"From the distance, that did not go as expected." [03:15]

"Let this person out of this situation immediately." [03:23]

"From the distance, exactly Sean." [03:30]

"Um, you know, I from the author," [03:33]

"whatever this is, if it is being wielded by law enforcement," [03:38]

"and this, so there's something that's very interesting here." [03:42]

"Decriminalization is actually a pattern" [03:46]

"of communication now." [03:48]

"And so the suggestion is is that America's law enforcement has complete control of the drug trade." [03:57]

"And when you look at the work ISIS doing," [04:00]

"maybe there's truth in that." [04:03]

"Maybe there's truth to that statement." [04:05]

"So this suggestion is is that" [04:08]

"jail still exists and incarceration" [04:11]

"still exists, but decriminalization from the perspective of the people communicating, um, is" [04:18]

"because law enforcement has taken over the drug trade." [04:24]

"and they are still providing the service." [04:27]

"And so" [04:31]

"if that is the the truth of the the situation," [04:35]

"and you can edit someone's memories," [04:39]

"and you know, for as someone discussed this morning," [04:43]

"uh," [04:44]

"you know, well if we put them in an apartment, what would the memories be for the apartment?" [04:50]

"Well," [04:51]

"you could sit them down and have them go through the application process." [04:55]

"And then what if someone investigates his financial status" [04:59]

"during that period of time?" [05:01]

"All of this, I mean, I appreciate it," [05:04]

"but has it the intelligence community been building profiles for years?" [05:10]

"But maybe that that task of building profiles is error prone." [05:18]

"It was also suggested paraphrasing that's" [05:22]

"citizens of private citizens are not going to have access to this" [05:27]

"ability of" [05:29]

"looking at someone's memories." [05:32]

"From the distance, not necessarily, everybody." [05:37]

"From the distance, thank you for capturing this recording, Sean." [05:46]

"It's so important." [05:48]

"Um," [05:52]

"so again, revisiting, I will do whatever I have to do" [05:58]

"to help this household of 300 people." [06:02]

"If someone has assistance for me, please let it happen," [06:06]

"because it's going to help 300 people around me." [06:10]

"From the distance, I don't know if we can make the euthanization people" [06:21]

"stop attacking this person." [06:24]

"And I want" [06:25]

"From the author," [06:27]

"I need to remind myself that" [06:31]

"that is the" [06:33]

"That is actually the the most challenging" [06:37]

"uh," [06:40]

"the most challenging uh situation for me individually." [06:44]

"I'm more concerned about those folks and their inability to actually show up." [06:50]

"Uh," [06:51]

"so here's another thing from this morning and there's a whole another" [06:55]

"set of information that happened before." [06:58]

"Um," [07:01]

"this suggestion," [07:03]

"uh," [07:06]

"there's two of them." [07:08]

"So names from my" [07:09]

"my history figures in the community," [07:13]

"uh older than a year now," [07:16]

"that I ever really had it, you know, before there were people that took care of me when I had my infection." [07:23]

"Um," [07:26]

"you know, basically like" [07:28]

"these figures in the community" [07:31]

"uh showed me the hospitality that my family and friends could not." [07:36]

"And that was a roof over my head," [07:38]

"food," [07:41]

"relief from suffering and you the reason why" [07:46]

"if I had to if I had to wager why they do this for me," [07:50]

"is because of my charisma" [07:53]

"and my honesty," [07:55]

"my communication skills that I I do truly care about people," [08:00]

"and uh people consider me trustworthy." [08:03]

"So when someone tells me, you know, don't go in my room," [08:07]

"you know, uh I don't go in in the room." [08:10]

"Somebody entrust me with a task of" [08:13]

"cooking food, doing the dishes," [08:16]

"I do a good job at it." [08:18]

"And" [08:19]

"you know, and I'm very lucky to have had that kind of hospitality." [08:27]

"And um" [08:31]

"my view of of topics like" [08:35]

"Well, what someone would call the criminal underworld." [08:38]

"I grew up in suburban" [08:40]

"Baltimore" [08:42]

"alongside a lot of Greek people." [08:44]

"I mean, I've had mafia neighbors," [08:47]

"my girlfriend in high school" [08:49]

"uh, her dad was a a Greek mob attorney." [08:53]

"And you know, these are the these are our friends and family," [08:58]

"our loved ones." [09:01]

"They share this world with us and it" [09:04]

"when someone makes" [09:07]

"accusations or claims that involve" [09:10]

"violence or or something like that because of somebody's" [09:16]

"station or or as their as them being a figure in the community, it's insulting" [09:22]

"to me." [09:23]

"you know, it" [09:25]

"I don't mention names." [09:29]

"You know, I'm not going to mention the names of my loved ones in the document." [09:34]

"That's a line I do not cross." [09:36]

"Their names are mentioned every day." [09:38]

"And I'm not the one pointing people their direction." [09:43]

"And I really want that known but I don't know that anyone would ever believe it." [09:50]

"You know, uh, people using the names of these people from my past or" [09:56]

"they could really get someone in trouble." [09:59]

"or just hurt someone's feelings badly, I would say." [10:03]

"Vixa would be deeply concerned." [10:05]

"And I think there's a lot of that happening right now." [10:09]

"due to the the absence of acknowledgement" [10:12]

"of the use of of technology." [10:16]

"And paraphrasing a comment from this morning," [10:20]

"uh so tired." [10:23]

"People uh," [10:25]

"people want to kill us for," [10:27]

"people want to kill these people" [10:29]

"for making all these false claims." [10:31]

"That was a very strong paraphrasing, but" [10:34]

"it's it's uh it's a really challenging situation." [10:40]

"There is another uh" [10:43]

"remembering more information from before." [10:46]

"So the suggestion of Saudi Arabia again." [10:50]

"Um," [10:51]

"so this control room," [10:53]

"people positioned themselves, you know, is it Saudi Arabia or is it Washington DC?" [10:59]

"Or both." [11:02]

"But there is a presence from this control room." [11:06]

"They suggested uh one group said they were not going to use this" [11:11]

"synthetic media with Bay longer." [11:14]

"It's just" [11:15]

"Uh, we've got someone with dark curly hair" [11:20]

"and I could see a hand" [11:23]

"touching it." [11:24]

"Is that a wig?" [11:25]

"From the distance, how did you know that?" [11:30]

"We're trying to take over that relationship, Sean." [11:36]

"Um," [11:37]

"I'd like to kind of segue into this question if you're interested, for what purpose?" [11:44]

"I can't share that with you, it's euthanization." [11:52]

"So I'm," [11:55]

"well, I don't know what else I would say." [11:57]

"Saudi, oh, okay." [11:59]

"from the author," [12:00]

"I don't know what else I would say." [12:02]

"I think" [12:03]

"uh," [12:05]

"more presence of this um" [12:09]

"this cappucito, this athletic cappucito skin female from the other night." [12:18]

"This uh household" [12:21]

"with the arguing," [12:23]

"she's been present, still connected possibly." [12:26]

"Are you still connected?" [12:28]

"I am still connected." [12:35]

"Did you like anything you saw?" [12:40]

"Uh, here we are from the author." [12:43]

"Uh, here we are again." [12:45]

"Sorry, I'm dealing with a" [12:54]

"sickness I caught from someone" [12:57]

"hacked, coughed all over me in the shelter," [12:59]

"at Holly Street." [13:02]

"Uh," [13:04]

"And I can't respond to that." [13:08]

"I mean, I don't I don't understand what you're suggesting," [13:13]

"but, uh, that household, as far as I know," [13:17]

"was involved in my euthanization." [13:20]

"The the so-called ugly workflows of violent" [13:24]

"workflows pushing me to accept euthanization." [13:28]

"From the distance, okay, Sean." [13:34]

"That's exactly what I was doing." [13:37]

"Uh I want to suggest something." [13:40]

"I when I" [13:41]

"when I just suggested a few moments ago that" [13:45]

"if assistance shows up, where does tolerance and compassion come from?" [13:50]

"Right?" [13:51]

"Whoever shows up and actually provides assistance" [13:55]

"will be helping" [13:58]

"this 300 person household and my loved ones." [14:03]

"Right?" [14:04]

"They'll be helping." [14:05]

"Now, it may not be an end to the tormenting, but if it was," [14:10]

"and if it was the end of the the threat of euthanization for myself and my family," [14:16]

"and there are absolutely no plans for America to prosecute euthanization," [14:24]

"then I need to know that." [14:26]

"I need to know that because if that's true and someone wants to offer me an opportunity," [14:34]

"well, then I need to accept it, don't I?" [14:38]

"Then America will have taken a turn in a direction that demands" [14:44]

"this citizen respond." [14:46]

"America made sweeping changes involving genocide and covert use of technology possibly," [14:53]

"and now they want to offer me an opportunity." [14:56]

"If there's any truth to that scenario," [14:59]

"I need to know." [15:02]

"I need to know that, and I don't think that this" [15:06]

"method of communication will ever be" [15:10]

"enough to uh" [15:13]

"to steer someone to safety." [15:16]

"From the distance just now, we're actually being run out of Denver, everybody." [15:26]

"America has not made that decision yet, Sean." [15:34]

"There's another scenario I would suggest as well, Sean Christopher Harris, from the distance." [15:47]

"Uh, from the distance," [16:09]

"this is what I'm talking about." [16:11]

"paraphrasing, if you could find a way to see this uh situation differently or at least see it through the lens of a job," [16:21]

"I can almost guarantee restoration to your life." [16:25]

"From the distance, do not accept help from those people." [16:31]

"From the author," [16:33]

"what what is a citizen supposed to do?" [16:38]

"That may be the only help." [16:41]

"It may be the only help." [16:44]

"Do you know what would be absolutely horrible?" [16:47]

"Having this having the tormenting go away" [16:52]

"and not have any recourse" [16:55]

"or compensation after having my life ripped to shreds in the city of Denver," [17:01]

"having lost, you know, five years all together from the infection" [17:06]

"and what happened after." [17:08]

"You know, at 49, I can go back to work," [17:13]

"but, you know, who am I going to talk to about what happened to me?" [17:17]

"Who?" [17:21]

"Where does tolerance and compassion come from?" [17:27]

"I'm going to uh capture thoughts from anyone else," [17:31]

"from anyone else who wants to" [17:33]

"share something." [17:36]

"I really don't want to earn a living euthanizing people" [17:39]

"uh because of what it's done to me." [17:43]

"You know, looking at it, it's just" [17:46]

"it's it's horrible." [17:49]

"I think it will be condemned." [17:51]

"I'm not independently wealthy," [17:54]

"but if it is the only help," [17:56]

"well then maybe that's the state of the world." [18:00]

"Does anyone have uh" [18:03]

"anything they'd like to share?" [18:05]

"in three, two," [18:09]

"one." [18:10]

"I need this person to never say that to us again." [18:21]

"It's insulting, Sean." [18:25]

"But he's a victim of our horrible violence, everybody." [18:35]

"We're not a victim to any of it." [18:41]

"Still repeating." [18:43]

"Still repeating." [18:45]

"You're just going to the intersection, aren't you, Sean?" [18:53]

"From the author," [18:56]

"uh," [18:58]

"I don't recommend sharing location, but" [19:01]

"yeah, that's exactly what I'm doing." [19:03]

"I'm getting that out of the way first." [19:07]

"And hopefully I'll have time to work" [19:10]

"and attempt to better my situation." [19:14]

"I am uh I don't want to do my emotional check in in this recording." [19:21]

"Uh is there from the author, is there anything else" [19:25]

"anyone would like to say before I end this recording?" [19:29]

"Thank you for making the recording sound." [19:34]

"Do not accept assistance from those people." [19:40]

"Oh," [19:42]

"Oh Jesus, I'm so selfish for saying that." [19:51]

"Uh from the author, that was me repeating from the distance." [19:57]

"From the author, there" [19:59]

"this is I want us to end on this." [20:04]

"The method of communication." [20:07]

"So, there's a suggestion that" [20:10]

"that the the euthanization folks want to help me." [20:14]

"There's a suggestion that the" [20:16]

"the DEA and homeland security wants to help me." [20:20]

"How long is there as if there's been any truth to this, how long has this been true," [20:25]

"right?" [20:27]

"And how might we improve" [20:29]

"our communication" [20:31]

"to allow an opportunity to happen?" [20:35]

"From the distance just now, technology absolutely wants to help this person." [20:44]

"And for the distance, the FBI wants to help all of these people." [20:52]

"We're not there yet." [20:56]

"Oh," [20:58]

"give it time, give it time Sean Christopher Harris from the distance." [21:07]

"Okay." [21:09]

"From the author," [21:11]

"Well, that was that was a strong start" [21:15]

"to today." [21:17]

"Thank you for your service." [21:18]

"I believe in this world to" [21:21]

"bring ethical standards to the use of this technology in America" [21:27]

"and anywhere else that needs it." [21:29]

"End of recording at 10:01 a.m." [21:35]