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May 17, 2026 — Discovery Notes, 9:34am: Summary of the last few days

2026-05-17 · Sunday
Unofficial entry: discovery notes. The author's summary of several days: continued life-threatening conversation at the shelter and downtown, phantom sensations used to discredit him, harassment of his personal and professional network, and recurring names and organisations.
These are the author's notes from May 17, 2026. Journal entries are written from notes like these; this is not an official journal entry. The heading and this summary were written by the editor from the note; the note's own words follow unchanged. Statements quoted here are external communications, not the author's views or accusations: see the .

Summary of the last few days:

- The 48th St. shelter and downtown Denver continues to echo with a variety of life threatening conversations. The vehicles at any intersection still are harassed and added to the euthanization list.

- I'm still experiencing phantom sensations of someone masturbating paired with comments of how I am the one masturbating. This is continued evidence of phantom sensations being used to discredit me. This happens mostly at night and with underlying comments in Spanish or historically farsi. During these encounters I respond with a statement that lets people know I am not masturbating. According to Gemini, phantom sensations are not yet possible technically speaking. Also, exotic neuro-engagement is an actual practice that may account for this type of experience and others that present themselves as the spirit world.

- Covert executions and or people faking their death continue to be suggested. Sometime between last night 5/17/26 - early morning 5/18/26 while laying in bed at the shelter I awoke to what may have been the presence of the predatory Caucasian female with long frizzy blonde hair that may have attempted to usher me to euthanization at the Rino Co-working Space. The POV I experienced showed her sitting on a sofa looking at her from over the right shoulder. Next I feel a puncture beginning a few inches under my left shoulder blade and possibly passing through my heart. Immediately after the POV is from behind her and statements surface (paraphrasing all) "It's over now.", "I'm feeling cold.", "I have something and injection I can give you if you'd like that.", "Well I wouldn't say I'd like that but ok." POV continues of moving the womans body to a bathtub for processing. (paraphrasing all) "Can we leave her in the bathtub to send a message to euthanization people?", "She was working with China." Follow statements in the moment and hours later in the morning included disappointment from China, West Denver not being able to offer euthanization to me if I came there and general confusion and concern. I attempted to locate the victim telepathically and found my way to a vehicle within inches of a females face wearing sunglasses at night with a Caucasian male shirt dark hair and groomed beard driving. This morning (paraphrasing) "Shes fine. She's already up getting breakfast with her friend.", "That's not her."

- My personal and professional network continue to be severely harassed on a daily basis even while I isolate in hopes of protecting them. In example, over the last 48hrs and historically over the last 2-3yrs a past employers conversation with unidentified citizen tech communicators surface in the shelter or anywhere downtown that suggest he is being offered compensation to bring me to West Denver so eventually the euthanization people can "make an appearance". Also, the suggestion of a group of Caucasian people showing up at my past employers home offering him euthanization assistance and asking if I was there. Visuals suggested he called the police and they surfaced to support him. These conversation were heard at the 48th St shelter (paraphrasing all) "aren't you going to go get your new laptop?!", "why aren't you going to get your laptop?!", "Is he listening? Nothing seems to be working."

- 24-48hrs ago while attempting to sleep at the shelter POV connection to adult middle eastern males having sexual intercourse with female children. As horrible as it sounds. (paraphrasing all) "No man can resist this. Masturbate with us!" "We raise women to be subservient." This seemed like an aggressive attempt to discredit me and my neural data / thoughts.

- "Jonathan Smeggler" or "Jonathan Smegglers Office" continue to be suggested as leadership for the euthanasia and Zerzetsung tactics in Denver Colorado and attack on myself and personal/professional network

- Night time POV a couple days ago of a possible "root work" gathering/party including possibly 50+ people in a large residence that included art installations that were said to be inspired by the "spirit world" communication. During the gathering and unknown communicator shared a technological explanation for the phenomena that may have changed the households or artists view if who they were communicating with. In example, a large skeletal structure with horns and claws stood in an empty room (paraphrasing) "We've created so much together during this time. Looking at what we've created together I'm concerned for what may have been a predatory motivation inspired by hatred of Americans." In addition, a woman at the gathering was suggested to have self administered euthanasia to provide the gathering with a body that could be dissected in a ceremony. Was the suggested dissection a way of discrediting the gathering?

##### Questions & Comments:

- For every POV scene I experience contradictory information is present and the people attempting to pressure the conversation with accusations continue.

- I'm letting information surface. Remember, I'm not laying in bed thinking. I seem to historically utilize the incessant harassment as a floatation device (listening only) because thinking only invites a weaponized response. What are the long term effects of a population that stops thinking?

- I don't feel any safer. I continue to beg alongside others for legitimate communication and life saving news media acknowledgement.

- Regarding my past employer, my assumption is due to the absence of a publicly facing explanation no one feels comfortable establishing house rules for the severe criminal harassment and this invites life threatening danger. Also, observers are confused by my past employers reluctance (paraphrasing all) "We're deeply concerned. Do not go to West Denver!", "There are fundamental conversations that are not happening.", "Just tell him he doesn't have to work from your house."

- It's completely understandable that a busy business owner would do whatever they could to protect themselves. However and historically, my past employer has demonstrated a commitment to my personal well being and even while experiencing severe criminal harassment.

In addition

- "The Narcotics Unit" continues to be a very large pattern of accusation of both deploying the unacknowledged neurotech and playing a key role in the euthanasian operation. Historically there has been a debate as to which narcotics unit e.g. DPD, Portland or other.

- Moderna is officially a large pattern of accusation (paraphrasing) "Moderna, what are you doing at the shelter?!", "Moderna, what are you doing communicating with Denver's citizens?!"