Jul 28, 2025 (Monday) — Journal Entry (Part 1)

It’s been almost a month since I stopped capturing manual transcripts. I am attempting to find a job and recover from emotional burnout. Since I moved into the DRM (Denver Rescue Mission) 48th St. Shelter in early June some of the more emotionally angry attempts to psychologically smother me into accepting euthanization have diminished but the question still continues to be asked several times a day i.e. “Do you accept your euthanization?”. I took a job for one day with a local cannabis company a couple weeks ago, packaging THCA joints alongside other team members and those people were tormented without regard for the physical safety or financial health of the business. I left that job immediately in hopes of finding something less prone to tormenting and that won’t destroy my Medicaid benefits. In general there is not much change to the daily telepathic conversation with the exception of there being more discussion from both the observers and facilitators of my attempted murder (euthanization). These discussions have focused on determining if others in the shelter are communicating, the moral debate around euthanization, the possible organizational motivation of the euthanization, the debate on if this telepathic phenomena is technologically supported, suggestions of the observers being spirits, the goals of any unidentified technology organization or weapons development organization, the reason why my requests to be executed in an alternative method i.e. with a firearm from a distance can’t be accommodated (organizational restriction? Euthanization is the illusion of ethical standards), what countries are present in these conversations, the presence of the FBI (Federal Bureau of Investigations) attempting to gather evidence in an effort to hold the behavior of all people communicating accountable and last but not least, how suggestions of in-person support for myself have become more emotionally painful than the tormenting that forces me into the unexpected grave from euthanization. I am never accepting euthanization. There is a new pattern of suggestions that I may have a B.C.I. (Brain to Computer Interface), the technology I am experiencing personally is not American i.e. (paraphrasing) “Whatever he has is not American technology” or “This is not American technology, people!” *Male, surprised and concerned Regarding future edits, without financial support, I do not possess the will to continue edits to this document. I must use what motivation I have to attempt to find financial stability to endure the daily attempts on my life and pull myself back to what was a thriving career in technology and a relationship with my daughter whom I still cannot establish contact with. Regardless of how painful this experience is for me personally I feel duty bound to tell it for my daughter and for the people who have courageously shown up with support telepathically. Hopefully someone will show up in person with the support needed to finish telling this story for myself and for others who may be tormented as well. I love the idea of finding those people in-person and sharing this burden together.

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