Oct 22, 2025 — Recording 3 (11:26) (Part 3)
Oct 22, 2025 — Recording 3 (11:26)
Audio: 20251022-112617-02.mp3 · Duration 21:18
**Continuing my self-care practice*
"There are so many things a young person can can fall into." (17:54) **From the last recording*
"without" (0:01)
"you know, without having enough information" (0:04)
"and not having enough information to find their way out of them." (0:08)
"But because of because of my ex and and her family, my daughter won't have to go through a lot of that." (0:19)
"Um struggle." (0:20)
"She'll have information." (0:21)
"I'm grateful for my physical health." (0:27)
"I'm grateful that, you know, this infection I went through that lasted three years and just destroyed my life." (0:33)
"I couldn't have a girlfriend while I was going through it." (0:37)
"I couldn't get health care for it, what I'd call adequate health care and it wasn't for uh lack of trying." (0:45)
"But for some reason, mysteriously, all of the infection healed last year." (0:50)
"Um so all the swelling went away." (0:53)
"My fingernails, my skin looks great again." (0:57)
"Um my body seems to be pushing out little pieces of what would seem like plastic out of my feet for example." (1:06)
"Um but otherwise, I I don't know why that happened." (1:12)
"I'm so grateful for it." (1:13)
"It was suggested uh communicated to me that I would be healed through this so-called citizen tech method of communication." (1:23)
"And sure enough, it began." (1:26)
"There were a few really interesting events." (1:31)
"Um and then I I stopped uh I focused on my health after a few of these these demonstrations of improved health happened." (1:44)
"And uh I I really don't have an explanation, but I am grateful." (1:49)
"I'm grateful for the Denver rescue mission." (1:52)
"Um, for the home that I have there, the shelter at night." (1:58)
"Uh after being outside, trapped outside in the freezing cold and snow, it just I have no interest in being outside." (2:10)
"And uh I'm used to a very high standard of living." (2:12)
"I'm used to driving a new car." (2:14)
"I'm used to living in a new house." (2:17)
"Never worrying about going out to eat and buying an article of clothing." (2:24)
"Um and everything has been taken away." (2:30)
"Every idea of what life is supposed to be and and to have uh the bed at the shelter is it's really helpful." (2:40)
"I would never choose camping in general." (2:44)
"I think some people get used to that and they don't mind it, but I would never choose it just in general." (2:52)
"Um so, I'm grateful for the the shelter." (2:55)
"I'm grateful uh regarding this experience." (2:58)
"Even the worst, the worst violence of all this horrible communication and watching people around me be spoken to, listening to it, listening to all the death threats and claims." (3:12)
"I could never uh I mean the things, you know, threats and claims around my family." (3:19)
"For example, one year ago, I raped and murdered your five-year-old daughter." (3:24)
"You know, that's something that I can never forgive." (3:28)
"I mean, I can try to, but the experience in general uh has made me a stronger and more grateful, a more humble person." (3:40)
"Uh if I do live through this and I find my way to the technology or military or government folks that law enforcement folks that can explain the situation or who are authentically interested in working together." (3:59)
"Uh you know, I I will never ever take it for granted." (4:06)
"After making it through something like this, it just I mean there are so many things to be to be grateful for." (4:15)
"Um I need to move on uh in the recording, but just because this is happening, if you're going through this and you have a vehicle, you have some money, some savings, you have a home and you're being suppressed or observed in the bathroom, think about how much worse it could be." (4:40)
"Think about how your decisions impact other people." (4:45)
"You know, and there's going to be someone with a job who's expected to follow orders and there are going to be other people who are responsible for paying salaries." (4:58)
"There's going to be a variety of people connected." (5:01)
"Your average citizens, for example, the the 30 to 50 people a week that have been added to the euthanization list from the intersection of 8th and Colorado in Denver." (5:13)
"And they're driving vehicles, but 80% of Americans are living hand-to-mouth." (5:19)
"You know?" (5:20)
"Hide your money to the best of your ability." (5:25)
"Don't do the bidding of a stranger." (5:27)
"And be grateful if you can find it." (5:30)
"There is peace in that." (5:32)
"You can find a little bit of peace in it if you if you let it some days, not every day." (5:39)
"Patience, humility, gratitude, empathetic communication, um, how is communication going?" (5:48)
"Communication, I think I, you know, so I'm following the rule as far as stop communicating when I'm in the presence of other people." (5:57)
"When I'm in the presence of other people, I have to sit and listen to the battle, what it appears to be a war being fought, character defamation is happening, people pretending to be me, and I'm being defended." (6:12)
"You know, and I choose to remain quiet out of respect for the lives of the people around me, but also out of fear of being uh physically harmed or executed for communicating, especially at the Denver rescue mission where it's suggested that I'm the euthanization, uh the facilitators of the so-called ugly workflows, some of them are in the shelter." (6:41)
"And people are also there who don't have an explanation." (6:45)
"And they might believe that this there's talking with the spirit world or it's extraterrestrials and there's some existential punishment for communicating." (6:56)
"Um you know, so I I'm sure I could always become better at communicating, but empathetic, emotionally mature communication." (7:08)
"I've been on a journey in this department." (7:11)
"Without explanation, I think someone could really lash out in the beginning with their communication, attempt to fight their way out of it with violent thoughts, defend themselves violently with thoughts." (7:26)
"You know, without explanation of what's happening, you might see all kinds of psychological and physical lashing out." (7:36)
"I went through my share of that and now I've arrived at a place I believe is is very empathetic." (7:43)
"My career has served me well in this conversation." (7:47)
"Um patience, humility, gratitude, empathetic communication, follow through." (7:55)
"Follow through, I you know, what could I do better in this department?" (7:59)
"Well, I'm avoiding human relationships and that is a form of follow through." (8:06)
"Um avoiding those relationships is really challenging um for me because I need help." (8:13)
"And I'm avoiding relationships because of what happens to the person, how they're spoken to." (8:19)
"Um and without explanation, these people are in great danger." (8:23)
"Um one of the larger patterns of suggestions regarding other people is that they're asked to assist in my euthanization." (8:33)
"And uh I'm choosing to avoid these relationships um because of danger that could come to the individual and myself without there being public acknowledgement." (8:44)
"Um and for example, paraphrasing, money is always of interest." (8:49)
"So, uh if they find one of my friends or find money that I have, it can be stolen as part of suppressing the person in hopes of forcing them to accept euthanization." (9:02)
"That's a pattern of suggestion." (9:04)
"uh many statement a few statements have been made." (9:09)
"For example, uh, we're I'm finally making a a real money euthanizing people." (9:18)
"Paraphrasing uh this suggestion." (9:20)
"Uh, I could buy a house eventually." (9:23)
"I want to keep, you know, so people want to keep going or add as many people to the euthanization list." (9:29)
"Not everyone is a good fit and we need to keep working has been suggested." (9:35)
"You know, so follow through avoiding relationships because of this danger." (9:43)
"It's sacrificing myself." (9:46)
"I'm continuing to make updates to the document." (9:49)
"I'm continuing to communicate when I'm not around people." (9:54)
"I think follow through is looking good, but I have to make a decision if I'm ready to look for a job again and expose the people in the interview process to this danger because uh it's been suggested over the last year that employers, the application process before employment and during employment, the business itself is targeted." (10:21)
"Um so I have to make a decision about that." (10:27)
"That's one thing that I could look at as an area of improvement." (10:31)
"Can you imagine attempting to accept that I'm just not going to work again, that this is what life looks like until someone succeeds in executing me or assistance shows up?" (10:42)
"It's a horrible realization." (10:45)
"And that is exactly what I am for attempting to condition myself that this is it." (10:52)
"This is the end and it's a fight to the death until someone shows up." (10:57)
"The witness protection program, a technology organization, for example." (11:02)
"And I understand how observations will happen." (11:06)
"Right?" (11:07)
"Observations and time will happen." (11:11)
"It takes time." (11:12)
"Patience, humility, gratitude, empathetic communication, follow through, right?" (11:20)
"So now let's look at health, wealth, and abundance." (11:24)
"How healthy am I?" (11:25)
"You know, and in the beginning, you know, we're talking about a destination, how do we get there?" (11:31)
"Maybe right now, I can find peace in my situation." (11:37)
"So health, I'm in some of the best physical health that I've ever been in in the last uh in the last four years, I would say, since the infection." (11:49)
"Um very important." (11:51)
"I could not walk without a cane, without some kind of assisted device, right?" (11:57)
"Wealth." (11:58)
"Well, I don't have any money." (12:00)
"I don't have any relationships, but I do have, you know, some people that have shown up in the conversation to defend the Denver Rescue Mission, to defend the intersection or at least observe what's happening." (12:14)
"I'm going to accept that as a form of wealth." (12:18)
"I have a beautiful daughter." (12:20)
"I have all of the investment that I've made waiting for me to utilize when the suppression is over." (12:28)
"Or when support shows up." (12:31)
"Right?" (12:31)
"You know, the the suppression may not end uh and support can show up and people can still continue to attack me." (12:40)
"But, you know, until that support shows up, everything that I am is being utilized on this situation and the document and not on enjoying life or contributing to towards a paycheck." (12:56)
"There's no money right now, but there is wealth." (13:01)
"Abundance." (13:02)
"The abundance of opportunity right now should not be underestimated for anyone." (13:08)
"And this is not just an empty platitude." (13:14)
"There is an opportunity, a case study waiting to be written for every single person in and in all sides of this adversarial situation." (13:25)
"You know, one of the things I learned early in my career was that people always there's a thing called an ugly baby in technology." (13:35)
"And it it's usually so it's software or a system that's not making money." (13:42)
"And you have a, you know, a depressing sales team, marketing team." (13:47)
"You have some dated journey or a broken journey, a broken service that the leadership is not is not innovating, they're just prescribing." (13:59)
"And no one is happy." (14:02)
"No one's talking to customers." (14:04)
"You know, these ugly baby organizations, ugly baby software, it it's really challenging and early in your career." (14:14)
"Um, you know, but you learn that that opportunity, if you can find support, if you can garner support, create relationships where there were none, then it's a case study waiting to be written." (14:28)
"You're looking at something where you you can sit down with an analyst and look at, you know, for example, what if we solve this part of the journey." (14:38)
"Stop the bleeding in the service offering here." (14:42)
"Uh what would the success story look like?" (14:44)
"And you can set that as a goal and you can move forward on it." (14:49)
"But it requires the culture, the culture of innovation uh to exist and sometimes the overall organization itself is not a fan." (14:59)
"It's not a fan." (15:00)
"They only prescribe and you are the experts without information from the customer." (15:07)
"And uh and that's such a painful place to be." (15:11)
"And if you find yourself in that place, well, you have to make a decision because to stay too long is a career death, right?" (15:21)
"And so you don't have to stay in technology most time." (15:26)
"You can leave." (15:27)
"Uh there could be a situation looking at some of the suffering that has surfaced in conversation recently regarding citizen tech, the suffering that could be present right now on behalf of the technology worker and the fear." (15:43)
"There's a suggestion of technology workers going missing, right?" (15:46)
"People going missing, people are are asking if they should execute themselves after backwards compatibility surfaces." (15:57)
"Where are we?" (16:00)
"I you know, so health, wealth and abundance." (16:05)
"you know, the abundance of opportunity right now to turn things around." (16:12)
"Some people may not have this opportunity." (16:16)
"The abundance of opportunity for someone like America." (16:20)
"The expectations from the citizen are that we will have ethical standards." (16:26)
"And the use of artificial intelligence in the development of BCIs comparable or better if we are the thought leaders, we aspire to be, then uh the United Kingdom, for example, the EUAI Act uh that is about two years old now and I need to do some more research on it is so important." (16:51)
"What is happening in America is is an example of where they're being attacked or something has been allowed to exist uh without ethical consideration." (17:06)
"We are nowhere near uh in this experience anything uh similar to the EUAI Act." (17:16)
"I would encourage anyone listening to go look at it." (17:19)
"Um so I that's all for this recording." (17:24)
"That's where I'm at on it." (17:25)
"And it on my personal inventory, is there anything I could do better right now just in general?" (17:33)
"I mean, suppression seems to be very effective." (17:40)
"And uh, you know, I I would say if this is happening to you, do not stop your life." (17:47)
"Do not stop your life." (17:49)
"Technically, I should not be stopping looking for a job." (17:53)
"But I think that's something I could try again and at least document how uh claims are made around uh the tormenting of the prospective employer and any progress I have along the way." (18:13)
"Um thank you for this opportunity, God, as painful as it is to say it." (18:19)
"I never thought in a million years I'd be going through something like this." (18:24)
"Every day I feel like I have to pinch myself to just look at it is this nightmare really happening?" (18:32)
"If you lie to yourself and you say it isn't and you're unwilling to journal it, talk about it, I I would wager you are in a much more dangerous place." (18:44)
"You will eventually have to face what is happening." (18:49)
"Is someone speaking to you?" (18:52)
"Well, you may or may not be able to prove that 100%, but if you're experiencing that, consider writing it down." (19:02)
"But remember, should you choose to write it down, you may be punished." (19:07)
"That is the dangerous place we are in in the city of Denver." (19:11)
"And uh I cannot wait to meet the like-minded people, the the people who would favor something similar to the EU AI Act in America." (19:27)
"From the distance, this is an attack, America." (19:32)
"How might ethical standards uh deter an attack or stifle any motivation of the use of AI in this way?" (19:45)
"Would a country, you know, do they want to be acknowledged for war crimes against humanity?" (19:53)
"Right now there is no war crime in America because there is no ethical standard." (20:01)
"I mean, I think there are laws being broken, however." (20:05)
"I'm excited to meet you, America, or maybe Europe." (20:12)
"Maybe someone from Europe will come to America's aid." (20:16)
"Remember, anyone that assists me is going to be assisting a household of 300 people, a city, right, where 30 to 50 people are added to the euthanization list a week." (20:29)
"Things might have slowed a little on that number, but I don't think so." (20:33)
"Yesterday alone was about 10." (20:37)
"I'm going to end this recording here." (20:41)
"Um Thank you for this opportunity guys, as painful as it is to say it, I never thought in a million years I'd be going through something like this." (20:44)
"I'm going to end this recording here." (20:41)
"I think this is a voice of Sean Christopher Harris." (21:05)
"That was just my personal inventory process that I try to accomplish daily." (21:11)
"Uh it usually happens about three to five times a week." (21:16)
"End of recording." (21:18)