Feb 5, 2026 (Thursday) — Journal Entry (Part 4)

Location: Starbucks in downtown Denver, CO. adding a journal entry after another hellish night of continuing to be asked while I try to sleep (paraphrasing) “come outside and raise your hand for euthanization”

##### Manual entry: Recent tragic losses after in-person contact

I’m going through the worst blowback historically speaking from marketing these transcripts. I recently left my employers home in hopes of reducing the volume of terrorizing external statements that had descended on the neighborhood since my arrival. I later lost access to my coworking space and my phone after the arrival of a strange group of people. During the daytime, the co-working space would be bombarded with life-threatening and character defaming “citizen-tech” statements. During late nights working at the co-working space the most threatening historical statements continued to descend on me i.e. (paraphrasing) “come outside and raise your hand up for euthanization.”

I had never seen this strange group of people at the co-working space, including a white woman long frizzy blonde hair. She approached me and suggested she knew what I was going through and that it was “psychological”. My life felt deeply threatened by her presence and I let her know what I was experiencing was “Neuro-technology”. When my employer inquired about why he had lost the co-working space he was told that I entered two offices there drunk, making a scene and spilling popcorn everywhere. Part of that statement is true. They serve alcohol and popcorn there. People play ping-pong and get buzzed daily. I also did make a scene but I never entered any offices. I felt my life was in danger due to the external requests being made to “come outside and accept euthanization” and surprisingly recognizing this woman from historical un-consented to neuro-tech communication. I let her know clearly and loudly “It’s neuro-technololgy!”. I could have performed better at that moment. However, sharing that statement loudly may have provided an explanation as to what the building had been subjected to and possibly save the lives of anyone listening. Remember, every location that is exposed to these so-called euthanization “ugly workflows” becomes a euthanization project with every resident being added to the "euthanization list” out of some sick obligation to an unexplained and life threatening ideology.

Today, I’m at a Starbucks in downtown Denver, CO. adding a journal entry after another hellish night of continuing to be asked while I try to sleep (paraphrasing) “come outside and raise your hand for euthanization” while being pounded with some of the worst verbal and visual abuse. The signal seems to be coming from a warehouse space right next to the shelter.

The suggestion of biotechnology’s “white lab coats” in these external statements and my human experience are still present on a daily basis. Recent verbal, visual and physical sensations suggest more cadaver research. Setting the scene, there is a cadaver on a hospital bed surrounded by two asian females, one with a wearable and a computer monitor. Their statements suggest transparency in their motivations and activities and granular details on the experiment e.g. (paraphrasing) “We’re inserting an electrified catheter into this cadaver that is connected to you, Sean.”, “We’re attempting to stimulate your brain” and “we’re building a map of the nervous system.”. There is also a pattern of the biotech community's dissatisfaction with how the general population is being treated. Is the transparency of their verbal communication in their experimentation evidence of counter terrorism e.g. (paraphrasing) “Are you paying attention, America? We are experimenting on your citizens.”

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**Recent Visual Suggestions / Physical Descriptions:

Here are some of the visual suggestions including physical descriptions of the people who may have been attempting to communicate with me using technology, while I was at the Holly St. Shelter within the last 48-72hrs.:

- People wearing discreet headsets sitting in front of monitors in an office setting e.g. standing desks, open seating The historical suggestion is that this group is present during life threatening and discrediting communication. Also, the monitors they use may provide “synthetic media” versions of themselves, decoys to hide their actual appearance from the person they are communicating with. The monitors may also provide access to neuro-tech visual information / video from human eyesight. There are a variety of physical descriptions for this office space spanning age and ethnicity. Those physical descriptions are not included below. **This group has been present for months*

- Caucasian Male, medium length brown hair, parted in middle, wearing a brown sport coat. **Seen in meetings explaining a situation to people*

- Caucasian Female, medium length “mullet’ style blonde curly hair sobbing in a 1:1 office setting explaining a situation to someone

- Caucasian Female, long frizzy blonde hair wearing a dark colored winter coat and possibly a red scarf. **Also seen historically via neuro-tech, in-person at my co-working space and wearing a wearable while at the Holly St. Shelter*

- Tall Caucasian Male, short brown hair, clean shaven white small plaid print shirt, navy blue slacks, olive green coat with a tan collar

- Caucasian Female, dark hair pulled back cut short across the eyeline wearing a blue jean jacket

- Caucasian Female, short dark hair, wearing a black leather jacket and a black knit winter cap

- Caucasian Male, clean shaven, wearing a sidearm, short dark hair, dark hooded jacket, dark pants

- Caucasian Female, ballcap, shaggy blonde hair, light colored top or sweatshirt, jeans **Holding technology*

- Asian male, clean shaven, short-medium length dark hair wearing black shirt and slacks *Present during discrediting behavior, threatening pornographic suggestions and euthanization statements i..e (paraphrasing) “Submit! Submit to euthanization. There’s a door there.” As I’m typing this ”There’s no door there people.” **2/5/26 8:30am*

- 2 female team performing predatory exotic neuro-engagement possibly in order to identify me for euthanization and or determine if they have a neuro-tech connection. Female 01 (person connected to me sitting in chair) description: Asian, mid-late 30s, short-medium length dark hair parted on side, light makeup, well dressed, uncertain if there is a neuro-tech wearable. Female 02 (person facilitating exotic neuro-engagement) description: Caucasian, short dark hair no part, mature mid-late 40s-50s, wearing black and using a variety of dry foam and paint brushes on Femaale 01’s face to trigger my physical reaction of touching my face. **Female 01 may also have been working with the discrediting asian male cited above in a warehouse setting wearing beige top and brown business slacks using a wearable similar to Facebook Oculus*

- A cadaver on a hospital bed surrounded by two asian females, one with a wearable and a computer monitor.

- Caucasian male with long blonde dreadlocks, some or light facial hair, possibly using wearable to check in on my alcohol cravings and or suggest using alcohol

- Caucasian male with short brown hair, lanyard with a badge over chest, clean shaven, black coat with white work shirt underneath, **FBI? *Not using wearable but inspection reveals a possible connection to male with headset.*

##### 8:34am Transcripts while at Starbucks:

“These people are demonstrating psychological illness everybody”

“How dare you say that to us!”

“We’re trying to offer this person something that no one is going to offer, this person.”

“Exclamation point!”

“Just use email!”

“Exclamation point!”

“Stop saying exclamation point!”

“It lets us know the document is accurate.”

##### 8:49am:

“Do not leave the white lab coats out.”

“Exclamation point!”

##### Questions & Comments:

- I am significantly “blown away” or surprised at the visual accuracy of the visual neuro-tech information that surfaced when this stranger to the co-working space showed up, the white woman with frizzy blonde hair. I experienced her visual appearance and likeness 3-4 times historically. The original suggestion approximately one year ago was communication from an asian male sharing her image with me and this statement (paraphrasing) “I’ve hired someone to help you.” and later just a visual of her watching tv on the sofa. I have a great deal of concern for what this person thinks of me and what her intentions are due to refusal to use legitimate methods of communication and being forced to accept euthanization. Even more concerning, recently her image with a wearable on while receiving tormenting statements while in the Holly St. Shelter.

- Also, strangely the blonde woman above’s neuro-tech presence includes her visual suggestion alongside comments being made on the topic of masturbation e.g. (paraphrasing) “Who have I been masturbating with then?” or “Who have we been masturbating with?”. Due to the volume of unresolved trauma and the severity of the overall unconsented-to observations I stopped masturbating over a year ago. It will take me years of therapy and an emotionally mature partner to return to a safe or pleasurable perspective of intimacy. Regardless, I continue to be asked to masturbate with strangers and strangers forcing their masturbation on me using neuro-tech.

- There are many more physical descriptions that surface after staying with or inspecting neuro-tech visual information. I could probably double the size of the list and add granular detail.

- Why won’t any of these people use legitimate methods of communication i.e. email, phone calls? This is a huge red flag from a public safety perspective. Does this aspect of the neuro-tech communicators behavior align or support criminal enterprise including character defamation, felony menacing, aggravated assault, neurological battery and in the context of euthanization attempted murder?

- For the last few months the suggestion of the biotech community / white lab coats being severely disappointed in the behavior of other groups communicating with the general population has surfaced including (paraphrasing) “We are conducting bowel movement research. However, the euthanization group bastardizes us by forcing us to work in a way that supports their efforts!” i.e. Does this refer to sharing someone’s bowl movement visually with others to humiliate them or destroy potential supportive relationships and or forcing bowel movements on people to break their spirit and usher them to euthanization?